Lets pretend that the every individual person on the planet has a center of attraction. Something that keeps them grounded and sane. Most people have more then one in fact. Maybe its the reason that mothers go into a state of shock after losing a child but at the same time its not enough to drive them over the edge and end their own life because they have another child to look after. Or even in some cases it is enough to push them too far. It clouds their judgment and the leave without a second thought of their other child that could be just in the other room. That little boy or girl is sitting there watching cartoons as mommy is in the bathroom sobbing her eyes out because of a child that is gone. Popping pill after pill to drown out the pain that is engulfing her.
Lets say that mother gets consumed, and now shes gone. That little boy grows up with the pain and guilt of knowing he wasn't enough for his mommy. And then what? Well now he's gone too. And you may think this is a depressing start but all I'm doing is proving a point. Everyone has a center of their own universe, and now i have shown you that just because someone is the center of yours doesn't mean your the center of theirs. That's what destroys us the most in this world is the thought of loving someone so much that they become our everything and then they're just gone, and it destroys us inside.
Then what? What are we supposed to do then? Well my friends there only two options. we either move on and find a new focus point.
Or we die.
