Pessimistic, leaking sarcasm, between common sense and temptation to stand out
Fences and steep steps stairways and the such are all easy obstacles we avoid,
'' Don't you want it to change? '' To be honest, I don't want anything at all
Twitching and moving, it won't let me study it,
Won't let me study my own mind set
You people can't seem to leave,
'' I don't understand '', you should have listened first
Why are you asking a idiot for advice
She herself doesn't understand it
Throwing words, they form a line
But mean the exact same, it doesn't mean anything
She liked it better when the dreams were here, where did they go..?
No where to hide, but she insists
Lock it all up, but recently the mask slipped..
A lost girl can't choose her words
'' I'M HAPPY '', lies start to form
And grow
And yes,
Even I try my best and push forwards, so maybe you should
Shut up and leave me be
Follow the rules, use every trick in the book
I know you don't want to play the enemy,
But she pities herself from all angles
'' It's okay to play the tragic heroine, paint everyone as a fairytale monster! ''
Those times have long since passed
Her opinion of herself is much higher
Even so, you insist, and if you know so much
Tell me of the future?
I'll play the stereotypical clever girl in front of you,
And I'll laugh a laugh
That's devoid of a smile
Irony chews at my face
A idiot managed to put up this facade
Would it matter? If I wasn't really there?
Thoughts natural for this age?
I don't want to be like this ever again ..you see,
Rusting and falling apart
Wondering if your willing to patch my heart,
Why would you?
They've been petty things but you owe me
I'm not expecting anything
But I always saw myself
As a hero
Wish I could
Wake up
