Just A Thing (Seme Male Reader x Grimmjow) {Bleach}

chapter 16

grimmjow pov

i woke up with a start. that was literally the best sleep ive ever had. it was weird. it wasn't the first time i had cuddled with anyone. halilbel always would force me to hold her after we got done fucking. it would be so hot afterwards. it was always uncomfortable. i ran a hand down my chest. his hand wasn't there. i started freaking out. my breathing sped up. it was a deep knot in my stomach. i was cold. i reached behind me to see if he just shifted over in his sleep. nothing. the bed was cold. i sat up quickly. my heart was beating so fast. i looked around the room. it was just me. me alone in the room. i looked around for signs that he left. his suitcase was still here. i calmed down a little. he was still no where to be found. i looked at the clock, 12:15 pm. shit....i had never slept for that long. today was the day we were heading back to the city from the trip. i heard the bathroom door opening. nick walked out drying his hair. he looked at me. he climbed in bed and got close. "what is wrong with you?" he whispered. he ran a hand through my hair. i was sweating. my breathing slowed down. he was still here. he didn't leave me in the middle of the night. my face felt hot. i got out of bed and walked to the bathroom quickly. i shut the door.

i had finished my shower and headed out. i was still naked. nick was just sitting on the bed in his undies watching tv. i walked over to his suitcase for undies. i was about to grab some. shit....i remembered he bought me some when we had went to the store. i put them back and went to my suitcase and put mine on. i stretched. i had got back in bed when nick got a call. "yeah...not really....yeah we head back today....no...grimmjow was sleeping so peacefully i thought he might be dead....i know right....yeah....i was surprised too...he didn't seem like the cuddly type....yeah...i could eat....no.....ok ill let him know" he hung up. he looked at me. "lunch at a parlor down the street. probably the mall afterwards till its time for the flight," he got out of bed and got dressed. i followed his commands. i pulled on some jeans and a tee. i grabbed his hand as we walked to the elevator. he had grabbed another mint sucker and put it in his mouth. he hit the lobby floor and the elevator headed down. he was humming. he just held my hand lazily as he looked off into space. the elevator stopped early. we were joined by ikkaku and renji. ikkaku was still staring hard at nick. renji elbowed him but he remained staring. all of a sudden i felt like killing him. right here right now. i was about to grab his throat when the elevator stopped on the lobby floor. i took the sucker from nick's mouth and pulled him out the elevator. i put it in mine. he just followed me with out a word. we were walking when we ran into ichigo. "oh you guys are here. its just down the street. i figured we could walk," he took byakuya's hand and walked out the door. i followed, dragging nick with me.

we got to the parlor and sat at a table. it was outside in the nice air of the afternoon. me and nick sat on one side and the others sat on the other side. i still held nick's hand. they started chatting. i didn't really pay attention. i was too focused on nick's hand in mine. my palm got sweaty. nick didn't seem to notice. my hand was yanked up and waved through the air. nick talked a lot with his hands. i intertwined my fingers with all of his. he still didn't notice. i noticed that my grip on his hands was tight. really tight. his hand just held loosely. it felt like he was fleeting. i wanted him to squeeze back. the waiter got to our table. he had said something to nick. nick giggled. "ill just have like....a cotton candy shake," he said. he looked at me. i wasn't really paying attention. i was still wondering why nick never squeezed my hand like i did his. he turned back to the waiter and said something the waiter nodded and left. ikkaku was still staring at my nick like he could take him whenever he wanted to. that son of a bitch...i was about to jump when nick squeezed my hand back. his index finger drew an 'x' on my knuckle. he continued talking about whatever.

i had ended up day dreaming about nick when i felt his hand release from mine. i snapped out of it. i looked at him. he had grabbed a cup off the waiter's tray. he took the straw and sipped it. my stomach growled. i hadn't eaten all day. nick had drank a quarter of it when i had to have it. i took it from him and sucked on the straw rigorously. it was cool. refreshing. i never really had a sweet tooth but this shake was pretty fucking amazing. i had unconsciously grabbed for nick's hand. my hand grazed his. he was getting up. "i really have to pee," he was starting to walk away. i sucked faster. i wanted to finish it before he got away. i wanted to go with him. i started to get up. i reached for his hand. i barely missed. he had already walked into the parlor. i had never felt so alone in my life. shit....i quickly wiped the tear that left my eye before anyone noticed. i was left alone with his friends. they were looking at me. i finished the shake and tossed the container in the trash and put his sucker back in my mouth. it was comforting. it still tasted like him. "so grimmjow..." i looked up at ichigo. "what is nick to you?" he asked. "he's my fucking boyfriend," it came out before i had a chance to think about it. "ok....and what do you think we are to him?" he asked. "a bunch of money hungry sluts," i said. i meant that. he seemed to think it over. he shrugged. "i could see how you would think that but let me ask you this. what does that make you?" it was a simple question but it threw me off. "that isn't even the main issue," commented renji," does nick even know he is your boyfriend? he always seems to treat it like you are going through a phase or something and he was just along for the ride." what he said made a lot of sense. "that would explain why he just let you drag him anywhere," commented ikkaku. "i really want to know what nick sees in you," said ichigo," you are an arrogant prick asshole who is clingy as fuck. you literally try to kill anyone who looks at nick for one second too long. nick would be so much better off without you around. why did he reject me for you?" i had no words. he was right. i didn't want to admit it but he was right. why did he put up with my stubborn ass hole ness instead of taking the easy route. "if i was with nick, he wouldn't have to worry about me at all. i would spend every moment trying to get to know him better," said ichigo. everyone nodded. "i would totally date him. like I'm so serious. if he asked me out, we would break up at that same moment," commented Byakuya to ichigo. he nodded. "i know right. at that moment i would completely forget your name or existence," said ichigo. everyone nodded. " i don't know about you guys but i would spend every second trying to please him. he works so hard to make sure we are taken care of. he paid to upgrade us all to first class round trip. we stay in a fucking 5 star hotel. nothing but the best is sat in front of us. id be the absolute perfect house husband. i would bring him his newspaper and take his shoes off. dinner would already be prepared. id wear a fucking maid outfit if he wanted me too. id probably sit on his dick every chance i had," explained renji. ikkaku sighed. "if i were with nick, there would be no limits. i wouldn't give a fuck what he did to me. if he wanted me right now, id bend over this mother fucking table and pull my pants down to my ankles. id spread my own cheeks in anticipation. it doesn't matter to me at all. there wouldn't be a safe word in the bedroom. if he wanted to hold me down with cuffs and drip hot wax on me while fucking me with a 12 inch dildo, id already have everything ready when he got back home. i would push back while he fucked me, trying to swallow his dick. you just don't know how much i want him to fuck me right now. like right the fuck now. in public. pull my pants down and pound me into this fucking table for all to see," said ikkaku. nick finally came back. he sat down next to me. "so....what were you guys talking about?" he asked. everyone blushed. my face felt hot. i grabbed his hand. he looked at me confused. i held on so tightly i think i might break his hand. ikkaku just stared at him, licking his lips. ready to take him from me. like i would give him the chance. i got up and pulled him away from the table. he seemed confused. he just shrugged. he tossed a hundred dollar bill on the table for the tab and followed me. i had to get away from them. fast. it didn't matter where. just away. away from the people who would be so much better for him. i glanced back. they were fucking following us. nick stopped. i was yanked back. i stumbled but caught my balance. "i don't know where you are going but the mall is that way," he pointed down a street to the left. we crossed the street and stood on one side. i grimaced at the others. they went to the other side of the street. we walked to the mall. the others just walked away. i looked at nick. he shrugged and pulled me over to a bench. he sat down. i sat down next to him. i was still holding his hand. so tightly my knuckles were white. he just held on lazily. we just sat there. he was staring off into space. i ended up dozing off staring at him.