Painting my Life:a collection of poems

Apologies

I apologize for my mistakes,
Never knew this was all it takes.
I never had the guts to say that I was wrong,
If I had a list of all the mean things I said it'd be long.

I am a two-faced freaking liar,
But at least I didn't set my whole life on fire.
The guilt I had in me kept getting fatter,
But I realized all my mistakes and that's all that should matter.

Now I am always telling the truth,
And brushing all the past of my teeth.
Now I don't have to carry a jumbled bag,
I am cleaning my friendships with a rag.

I am young and now I am free,
From now on I can live hapily.
Knowing everything is right how I wished,
And now I'm living the dream I have always fished.