I watched from the corner of my eye as he tried to get my attention by doing random noises or tapping his pencil. When I finally looked at him, he smiles and just stares at me. I can't act like I'm mad at him because it's simply impossible to not smile at him. I just sat there and stared for about 3 seconds then I smiled.
His name is jack gilinsky. He's actually tall but only like 5 inches taller than me. He has dark brown hair with brown eyes. He's my best friend for the most part of things. But little did he & everyone else know that I have some feelings for him. It's not like the type of oh he's your best friend that's supposed to happen. I've liked him a little before we were this close. He's always had girlfriends tbh, I've grown used to that tho. He would always tell me 'oh she's fine as hell' or 'dat ass' and smirk but all I did was shake my head and kind of laugh, but really inside I felt sad because I know he doesn't think anything of me in that way. And he never will.
A few weeks past by and he knows I like him & he still calls me his best friend and all. My feelings for him are slowly fading. I've told him I don't like him anymore and all but I still kind of do. I guess it's just hard for me to not like him even by a little. I started talking to this boy named cameron and actually he's growing on me.
I went to a party and he came up to me and I guess we just hung out for a couple of hours, by the end of the party he hugged me and it felt like I was on clouds. He kept trying to hug me and I let him only because I wanted to hug him again. Jack was actually getting jealous .. I could see it in his eyes when cameron hugged me with him standing right in front of me.
When I got home I texted cameron and basically told him I loved his hugs and i really liked him and he told me I was cute and adorable and he loves my hugs too. I basically felt like I was doing flips the whole night.
