H.O.P.E

Life is full of mysteries, full of wonder, concerns, worries, love, happiness and all these other feelings, but lately I have been feeling lonely and depressed. I'm Ricky Schals, I'm a girl going through problems probably no one understands. I've got blonde hair a I'm decently muscular. My life is a disaster. I'm picked on everyday about how I look, ya, I'm a bigger girl, who freaking cares. Clearly, everyone does, if your not some skinny little twig you considered fat. No, I don't have noticeable cheekbones and long eyelashes, I don't have the legs to show off in bootyshorts, I'm just me. Me clearly isn't good enough for people. I have this crush on a guy, his name is Cody Martin, he has shaggy blonde hair, hazel eyes, and is totally muscular. My friends say he likes me, all I want is proof. He is my best friend of all time. But if you're friends with me, it won't last long. People just don't like me. It hurts me a lot but I just go by one thing H.O.P.E, Hold On, Pain Ends.