Lying on my bed, I was thinking. I really didn't know what was going on. Suddenly it hit me, I am pregnant. All the constant vomiting, cramps, and mood swings. I busted out in tears trying to find a way to tell my mom. " I'm only, 16, am I ready?" Thinking and thinking I finally found a way to tell her. I'll just tell her how it all started. Suddenly the door to the house opened. I heard my mom say " Crystal, come down here please". I hesitantly answered with a slight "yes ma'am". I walked down the stairs, I felt tears in my throat. As soon as I stepped in front of her I cried. My mom asked " what's wrong?" I answered " I'm - I'm - I'm pregnant.!" My mom looked at me and asked "how"? I answered " it happened last month when you was working and I was home. Ben came over and we talked for a while then we started kissing, so we went upstairs and it lead to a whole other situation. My mom sat down and couldn't believe her ears. She really didn't this coming from me, all she could do was tell me to go to my room. I ran upstairs, went to my room, slammed my door and dropped on my stomach. " I don't know how to tell Ben" I thought to myself. So I called Ben cell, it ranged and ranged then he picked up:
Conversation:
B- hello
C- Ummmmm Ben
B- Yess bae
C- Uhh im pregnant
B- -Silence-
C- Babe are you there?
B- Uh yeah, are you sure its mines?
C- Yes, your the only one I slept with.
B- Well when the baby comes we are going to have an DNA test.
C- Wth you mean your the baby's father. I never slept with anybody but you.
B- How would I know that when I'm not with you 24-7.?
C- Why don't you believe me? I'm being so fucking honest right now. How do I know your not out fucking other broads! Please don't go there with me!
B- Bitch don't fucking tell me wtf I be doing. I be working when your dumb ass out there sleeping around!
C- Bitch? Really? Ok I'ma beat your ass watch. ~Hangs up the phone~.
Convo ends
I got up off the bed and took a shower. While I was in the sower I was thinking. My mind was all over the place. I couldn't seem to know what was going on, I couldn't put the pieces together. I cried and cried while running water down face. My heart was beating two times faster than what it should be. My head was and as soon as I stepped out the shower, I collapsed seeing nothing but darkness, I fell into a deep sleep.
A while later I woke up in an ambulance. I tried to get up but they told me not to move. I asked my mom " why am I in her"? She answered " baby you collapsed in the bathroom, you were out for a good 15 minutes." All of a sudden a thought came to me " what about the baby"? I cried and asked " what is going to happen to my baby"? The paramedic told the driver to hurry to get me to the hospital as fast as they could. They rushed to the hospital, all I could was cry and cry. We finally reached the hospital, I have never been in an ambulance so I was sooo scared. They rushed me intensive care ASAP. My mom was told to wait outside while I went into the room. The doctors did some testes and scans. All I could do was cry, thinking about what would happen to the baby and what would happen to me and Ben.
After the scans and testes the doctors came back with good and bad news. He said " Your baby is fine but its heart rate keeps dropping and rising, due to you fainting." I couldn't function after I heard that. I just look at him and turned my head. I have to stay over night to make sure the baby heart rate is staying at a constant rate.
