Chapter 1

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Oikawa never thought his life would come to this. Falling in love with his childhood best friend and having to go through the pain of watching him fall in love with someone else. The phrase "You can only hide a smile for so long" had started to make sense to him. All the times he had to put on his fake smile for Iwaizumi were starting to kill him. The smiles became less but , blinded by love, Iwaizumi went by not noticing.

This pained Oikawa. The only person he could ever tell anything to, the only person he trusted, the only person he loved didn't even care about him anymore. But if Iwa-chan was happy then Oikawa had to at least try to be happy for him. Even if it was the reason he cried himself to sleep every night, went to another university, is on anti-depressants and frequently doesn't eat because it pains him. 'But hey, Iwa-chan is happy' He tells himself everyday but its no use.

The days become gloomier as Oikawa lives. Love hurts, its like a piercing arrow going through your heart making an invitation for demons to come in and ruin it all. Its like everything is black until that person is yours and you are theirs happily forever. Love leaves battle wounds on your heart and Oikawa has millions he can name by memory.

Iwaizumi doesn't understand the bad parts. He got the good side of the deal. The one filled with happiness. No wounds, no scars, just pure-hearted love. The one that almost blinds you from all the evil in the world until you take a closer look...

"Oikawa?" Iwaizumi asks as he looks down at the mess that is Oikawa. There he is, on the ground, sobbing in his room. A seemingly normal thing to him.

"I'm fine" He sobs out not making eye contact

"No, you're not shittykawa now whats wrong?" Iwaizumi asks kneeling beside him. Oikawa backs away and sobs harder.

"Nothing now just go see Yachi or something" He says through sobs trying to compose himself but failing.

"I wont leave you now tell me whats wrong" Iwaizumi asks and Oikawa looks him dead in the eyes

"You already have Iwa-chan"








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Authors note

Hey! So its about midnight and I felt like writing angst so... I did! I'm sorry for any mistakes!! My laptop is one im forced to share with my little brother so some of the keys are missing making it alot harder to type but I hope you like it anyways. If anything is wrong feel free to tell me how to change it in the comments or dm me on Instagram- Starrytadashi

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