World breaking apart

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Life gets really hard sometimes

It gets hard to a point where all you wanna do

Is to sit alone and cry and cry

You don't wanna think anything positive

You don't wanna listen to anyone

You just wanna sit there all alone

At that point you'll find yourself breaking

No matter how much you try

You won't be able to stop those tears from falling

You'll hate everything around you

Every single thing

You'll hate for no reason

You'll shout and scream

And you would just wanna end your life right there

At that very moment

You would just wanna scream at anyone who comes near you or in front of you

You'll be there sitting and crying

Crying hard and hard

Cause you know there's nothing left to be happy about

All you'll see will be everything around you falling apart

Your world falling a part

You don't know what to do or to say

Or how to react

You just need some time alone

Far away from everyone

Far away from all the problems

Just sit there on your own

And for at least a moment all you want is silence around you

That comfortable silence

The world is a mess

So is my life

These thoughts surround you

Break you

Weaken you

Cause you're tired of acting strong

You have been strong for so long

Now you are tired of faking that smile

Sacrificing yourself for others

Doing what ever it takes, for others

And in return all you get is

'You never did anything for me'

But they wont know

How many sacrifices you made for them

How many things you did just to make them smile

Always hid those tears to make them happy

Didn't tell them what you were feeling

Hid all your problems

Tried to be strong for them

But your tired of doing that for them

You try your best to hide your tears from them

But there came a point

No matter how much you try

You just can't

You just cant hide those tears any longer

And those tears start falling

You wipe them off

But they keep falling

Cause you don't want to appear weak in front of them

You don't wanna cry in front of them

Cause these people don't value your tears

They just laugh at you and call you crybaby

You're tired of being strong

You're a total wreck

And you know that

You realize how cruel this world is

You're done with everything

You know that there's nothing left to be strong for

Cause you're broken

Weakened

But you know you still have to do what you have always done

You pick yourself up

Gather yourself

Stand strong

Or pretend to be strong

And fake that smile again

Wiping and hiding those tears

Cause that's all you can do

Fake that smile

Just for others

To make them happy

No matter how broken you are

No matter how much

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