My heart wrenches with pain
Its never felt like this before
I feel like there is never going to be anything that will feel like this again
But I know there will be something of equivilents or even worse
Just in this moment this hurts the worst
I have no doubt in my mind that things get better
But for now it will continue to feel like salt in an open wound
People come and people go
I know you aren't completely gone by any means
To me thats just what this feels like for the time being
Music is usally my drug
But even blasting it as loud as possible I still can't hear past this
It's a complete blockade
The only thing I can hear are the cracks in my voice when we speak
