Chanelle's P.O.V
Onece I am in the toilet room, I look up and look at myself in the mirror. I look really tired and don't see the brightness in my eyes anymore like I use to. I feel broken, but I don't know the reason for it. I don't have anything in life to make me feel this way. I know I am going to face some unexpected troubles in a couple months but I won't think about it right now.
I feel the urge to throw up so I rush over to the toilet. I get on my knees and just sit there puking. I keep my hair pulled back with one hand and the other supports me. I wonder what Harry would do if he was here.
"Don't think about that..." I say quietly to myself.
I think I am done for a while so I pull myself up and splash cold water on my face which really seems to help.
*Knock Knock*
"Give me one sec." I say and fix my hair a little so I don't look to bad. I open the door and Lexi is standing there.
"Oh Hi." I say.
"Is everything ok?" She asks and I wonder If I should tell her. I think I will wait a while.
'Yea. I just feel a little under the weather." Which really isn't a lie, I just didn't tell the whole story...yet.
"Oh ok." She Lexi says and I begin to walk away.
"Hey if you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here for you." She says and I turn around.
"Ok thanks I will." I say truthfully. I make my way back to the dining room and go back to my seat. Zayn doesn't look or even acknowledge my presence. Maybe he just isn't in the mood to talk.
"So Chanelle...What are you going to do when you get out of high school in a a year and a half?" Patty asks.
"I haven't really thought about it lately, but I have always wanted to work in the model industry." I say.
"That's cool. You look like you could be a model." She says and I chuckle a little. I am not really hungry anymore so I just nibble a little until everyone lese starts getting up and washes their dishes.
I offer to clean up but Patty insists that I go relax with everyone.
"Well it's gettin late so we should get going." Zayn says and we both get up from the couch.
"When are you going to get your car?" Patty asks Zayn.
"I was planning on going sometime in the week." He says.
"Ok. It was nice meeting you Chanelle. You guys come back over soon." She says and we both nod. I say goodbye to everyone and we walk out the door.
I try to hold Zayn's hand but he won't let me. That's odd. We walk and walk until we get to his apartment.
When we get in I walk into the bedroom and find my pair of sweats and put them on.
"You want to watch a movie or something?" I ask.
"No! I'm goin out and I don't know when I will be back." That's the last thing he says before storming out the house.
The only thing I think of is to call Harry. So that's exactly what I do.
"Hello?" He says in his deep voice.
"I can I come over?" I ask.
"What did he do?" He asks.
"How do you know he did something?"
"You wouldn't want to come over if he didn't."
"Anyways, can I?" I ask.
