You Lost Me *Major Editing*

Chapter 1

"Don't wake me up..."

The song i set for my alarm was Chris Brown 'Don't wake me up.' This particular song was chosen because I really don't wanna wake up. It's as simple as that.

I get up off of my bed and take a nice long shower. Today is Cole's birthday but I don't really care. I use to have a crush on him and maybe still do, but he turned, how do I say this nicely, different. He started to sleep with many girls and when he is done with them he leaves them heartbroken. 

I hop out of the shower and put on some sweats and an over-sized tee. I wear big clothes just not to show my fat but it barely helps because of my face. I have pimples all over and its chubby and gross. I get teased all the time about being fat and having acne. I don't really care because I have my twin brother, Alec to cheer me up. 

My dad hates me and so does the rest of the pack. I don't really understand why but I am always bossed around. My mom doesn't really do anything to me and I guess that's better than being bullied and controlled.

"Aria, get your fat arse down here and make breakfast!" I hear the Queen B Amy yell.

"Coming!" I quickly yell back so I don't get punished. I still probably will though because I'm late. I enter the kitchen and as soon as I get down there Amy's hands are all over Cole. 'Ew no need to get all slutty' my wolf says. I snicker at that. 'You are so right about that.' I reply back honestly. I start to make pancakes, sausage, and eggs for the hungry pack members. You might be wondering why I'm so fat and the pack members aren't even though they eat lot, right? Well to answer your question, it's because I haven't shifted into a wolf but I know will soon.

My birthday is three days after Cole's and his is today, February 11. Yeah, my birthday is on Valentine's Day. It's weird to me because why would the moon goddess give me a month that is said to be about love when I don't receive any from the people that should care for me. At least I still have Alec. I get done with the breakfast and quickly put it on plates and set everything on the table, and just like that it is gone before you know it. Iggits, they judge me for being fat but gobble everything up in less than a minute. I pick up the dishes and start to wash them. I better hurry up so I can catch a ride with Alec.

We make it to school and I link arms with my lovely brother. He gives me one of his famous smiles and we happily walk towards the school. Alec grew up to be good looking and shifted before me because he is beta and I am too. But I don't know why he shifted first. I guess I am a late bloomer or something. We walk inside the building and already girls are swooning over my brother. Girls stare at me in disgust and envy. It's not my fault I was born with an awesome brother that also looks good. I wish they could just stop staring at me. I hate attention and look what is happening now. But I don't blame Alec even though it is kind of his fault. I just blamed him...

"Don't pay attention to them Arie." Awe, how sweet, he used the nickname again. Fantastic.

"Oh don't worry. I love the attention" I say sarcastically. "Give me a turtle and a potato. I will be just fine." I smile at him hoping he would buy me a turtle for my 16th birthday.

"Only if you get me a motorcycle!" He doesn't know it yet but I have been saving tons of money from my job and got enough to buy him the bike he wanted. Two years worth of saving money for his freakin' bike. It has amazing designs all over it and it is just beautiful I can't describe it. I ignore what he said and drag him to are class since are schedule is basically the same. We have history first. I hate history. It is useless information. All you learn about is dead people and old timey stuff about places. (Fact: I actually love history.)

"Good Morning Class" says Mr.Tremont. I dislike this man.

"Morning." All the goodies say. As class goes on all I can think about is a turtle and the reaction on my brothers face when he sees his new bike. I smile at the thought of him hugging me and giving me a turtle. I love turtles if you couldn't tell already.

As the classes goes on it is finally the end of the day and time for Cole's party. Wooh.

I start to get the food ready and once i'm done I make my way to my room. I put on my blue dress which goes down to my knees. When I walk out there, I find a lot of people chatting. Well, that was quick. I thought to myself. Cole walks out and everyone screams happy birthday.

"I did everything and I don't get a single thank you, how nice." I mumble so only I can hear. I walk over to a place so I can be by myself and when I was walking past by someone I felt sparks. 'Mate' my wolf cried. I looked up to see a shocked Cole. For a second I thought I saw love and happiness in his eyes, but that look disappeared as fast as it came. I couldn't believe it, Cole was my mate. I smile to myself a little but then I frown.

"Ariella, I don't want you as my mate. You are a fat, ugly, pimple covered girl. I dont like you and i never will. I don't want you to mention this to anybody. Forget everything that you have felt. I, Cole Blaze, reject you Ariella Stone as my mate." Of course he would reject me. He then walked off to one of the sluts. I can't believe it, I got rejected. I ran up to my room and started to cry. It feels like i'm having a heart attack.

"Please make it stop." I whisper to no one in particular.

I really thought I was gonna get somebody special who can get me out of this fucking mess, but no all I got was an arrogant jerk who only thinks about himself. The only thing I thought of now was to run. Run as far as I can and never look back because I don't want to be near him right now. I know it's foolish of me but I had enough of this. I pack up my stuff and make sure to grab my photo album. It has pictures of the family and, the amazing and most important memories. I take my dad's credit card and some money I have been saving. Serves my dad right for hating me because now i'll just use his money. I smile at the thought of how his face will be once he realizes that his card is missing. I made sure to block the pack out from hearing my thoughts and begin to write down a note. Be fore I forget later I change in to comfier clothing. I then flee out my window when I feel the time is right. .

I start to run without looking back. Since I'm a wolf I don't get tired as fast. Even though I haven't shifted yet. I ran for what felt like hours and maybe it was. Then I caught a scent and saw 4 wolves. Oh shit. I'm in trouble!

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I know it's not good but I wrote this out of boredom. I will probably be continuing this for now. 

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