Rescue Me From Myself

Chapter Thirteen

(A/N: AYOOO. so, i'm writing another story called The Chase, and i'm really excited for it. If you can all check it out, it would be VERY appreciated, please vote or comment so I know you're enjoying it or if anyone is even reading :) But any who, here's ch. 13. hope you all enjoy :) I'm going to try to update this fic at least once a week along side with The Chase :))) enjoy!!!)

I told him I loved him. It was the second time I've ever said I love you to someone outside my blood relatives. I felt...warm and fuzzy, nothing like when I felt with Tyler. I was happy. When I was with Tyler, it was kind of forced, I made myself love him because of his connection to my sister. I felt guilty if I didn't say I love you, and that's not what relationships are about.

Harry had his arm slung around me and he dozed off a couple minutes ago and his soft breathing was tickling my neck. I felt bad for yelling at him and getting angry and having him leave Niall's house in the middle of lunch. My emotions got the best of me. I was probably going to have to start taking my meds again before I got too lost in myself.

I gently took his arm off me and got up from the couch and draped a blanket over his body. I smiled at the sight of this beautiful boy in slumber. He looked so much younger and more innocent. This was the boy I fell in love with, my Harry. 

I stepped into the kitchen and put the kettle on to make some tea, I was in the mood. I popped the tea bag into my mug as soon as the water heated up and I sipped it gingerly, it was so hot. I heard some commotion from the living room and when I got up to look Harry was awake and stretching, I could see the muscles in his back through his tee shirt. 

"Morning sleepy head." I said as he walked over into the kitchen.

"How long was I asleep for?" he asked, confusion still evident on his face.

"I don't know, maybe 20 minutes?" I responded and he smiled.

"Good, I didn't want to ruin our evening like I ruined our afternoon." he said.

"You didn't ruin the afternoon. I thought it was quite nice." 

"Oh did you now?" 

"Yes. You made me realize something important my dear."

"Please elaborate, I seem to have forgotten." Harry teased. I blushed and he sat down next to me.

"Are you blushing?" he asked and his eyes were so playful, full of life.

"I love you Harry." I told him and his grin was getting bigger and bigger.

"I love you Elizabeth." 

My heart melting with those words and he smiled and embraced me, my tea was long forgotten. He picked me up and carried me into my bedroom and he laid me down in bed and assaulted my face with his kisses. His lips attached to my neck and he sucking and licking over the wound he was about to create, and I sighed in pleasure. 

"You're mine now." he growled and nibbled and sucked on my neck until he pulled away and admired his handy work.

"Now, this isn't fair." I said and switched our spots quickly and pinned down his hands. I peppered his face with light kisses and he smiled and his smile was to die for. It's one of the things I love about this man.

I kissed down his jaw and admired his neck. It was perfect, and a slight stubble made the feeling intensify. 

"You're one beautiful boy." I told him and he grinned.

"Not as beautiful as you love." he whispered. 

I gave him one last kiss before I got up and went into the bathroom to inspect my neck. I gasped as soon as I saw it.

"Harry!" I scolded him as he walked into the bathroom. He hugged me from behind and smirked.

"What, you don't like?" he asked innocently, and I rolled my eyes at him.

"You're something else alright." I said and opened up the medicine cabinet and took out a bottle of pills. I needed to take something, something for my anxiety. 

"You feeling okay?" he asked.

"Yeah, I just need to start taking these again. Might as well start now." I told him as I dry swallowed the pill.

"You're perfect just the way you are, I never want you to change." he said and nibbled on my ear lobe. I closed my eyes and he hugged himself around my hips and I couldn't ask for anything else. I was in bliss with my boyfriend, and he loved me. I loved him. What else could I possibly want?

A family. my subconscious was sceeaming at me but I pushed her aside. 

Harry was all I needed right now. He was there for me, through thick or thin, and he proves himself to me every day. He is worthy. I love him.