I Hate Everyone

I'm Fake

I have two groups of friends: the ones I hate and the ones I loathe. Sure at the begin of the year I liked some people and I may had some people I might considered friends but that has changed. The amount of shit I have heard about myself is amazing. People that I have trusted with my secrets spilling them out to their crushes(in pathetic hopes that telling them my secrets would get them together) and their crushes spilling it out to other people. Things like this have caused me to cross out people as my friends.

Sure I might hang out with someone once in awhile but I just do it so it seems like I have friends. I'm sure there's someone out there that does the same thing so don't judge me.

Honestly my personality is very different from the one I fake. In school and to my "friends" I'm loud, bitchy, and funny. In reality I'm awkward, quiet, and anxious.

Now I wear makeup everywhere just because I like it and people say that I'm fake. Apparently just because I like Starbucks and wear superstars I'm a white. I think it's pretty ignorant for someone that you call a friend to say that about you just because you like to drink coffee and wear nice shoes. Now if they say it to my face and jokingly I'm not going to be a bitch and take it seriously; the problem is when said person says it behind my back to someone else and I find out about it. Right off my very fucking short list of friends

In the course of this story I'm staying anonymous because I can't have people finding out that I hate everyone. I may be stupid but not to that extreme.

I think I may be doing a story of how I lost everyone of my friends for every chapter, the next chapter will be a list of all the friends I had at the begin of the year. From there, every chapter will be named after them and I will tell the stories of how the where crossed out of my list, the names may or may not get modified.Happy reading!-A