HEY PEOPLE SORRY ITS BEEN SO LONG
Hey every one its 3:39am on july 4th lol so happy 4th of July lol now that's out of the way lol .
Camp end better this year that last year but I've done been home a couple weeks since that and since last Sunday I've been texting this boy an omfg he is just everything I look for in a guy but he at first friend zoned me real quick but I've been do my magic an I think he's coming around lol idk he's different from every one I get this strange feeling while we talk I'm always so happy an smiling at my phone like an idiot idk what it is about him I just love talking to him an when we aren't talking I'm sitting here sad AF and can't get him off my mind yesterday's on the 3rd we didn't talk at all that day until like 2 this morning an o swear to god I was about to cry my eyes out an I was feeling sick until he text an all that went away an I was happy an feeling joy again I mean this boy hes just so f***king amazing an he don't even try lol and I bearly know him but I honestly think I'm in love with him I mean he surpasses my best friend by far that's how much I care about him but now the think I've been keeping from y'all this special 1 in a million boy live all the way in god damn New York an I'm stuck here in Georgia probably never gonna get to meet him in person an just thinking about that physically hurts my heart an I just wanna be his an him be mine even if we are far away an we talk about the most randomest stuff an some times he says or dose something an it Hurts me like he always is sending laughing emojis an I'm trying to be serious but I'm just an emotional bitch so I'm over here about to cry then we start to talk about something else an I'm already smiling an giggling like a goof ball again an idk I think I'm in love in love with this boy who I can never get but want so bad an would do anything for but can't never get him he's my senpai an I can't help it lol yea senpai describes him perfect lol
GOONIGHT,
KOLE CORDELL
