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Chapter 3

Makram's POV

My body went into a mode when I saw her starting to fall. "You better have a good explaintion for this," I couldn't watch another die. "How about go fuck yourself will ya," She looked pissed. So she's pissed that I saved her ass. What? She still has tear stains.

"I hope to hell, you know suicide is serious. Suicide is not nothing to joke around about," I remember my mom. "It wouldn't be the first time that I failed," she muttered. My eyes widen. She started walking past me and I grabbed her arm. Then she slapped me. "Don't you EVER touch me again!"

I grabbed my check. "What in the hell!" I'm pretty sure both of our eyes are blazing with anger. I backed down first and raised my hands in surrender. "Fine I'll leave you the fuck alone, but be warned if I swear to god see you do this again," I saw the slitest bit of relief in her eyes that I wasn't going to tell anyone. "Fine, but I swear if you touch me again then I will knee you in the fucking balls," That's what scared me, she looked completely serous.

Wow this must be a record I've already gotten slapped. I don't know why, but seeing her do this made me want to know why she wanted to do this so badly, to end her life like this and why in the hell she wanted slapped me for touching her on the arm. I've touched other people, but they've never slapped me before... for touching.

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We walked back, as if nothing, but it fucking did!

The rest of lunch was slow and I would keep glancing up at Breen. "Are you like a stalker or something."

"No," I answered straight out. Why wouldn't I keep glancing up at her? Huh? I ligit just saw her almost do suicide.

She kept looking at me like I was the fucking crazy one. Then she sighed really loud. "Well let's get this out of the way, you keep your distance from me and I'll sure as hell keep mine from you."

She looked pissed again. "Why did u do it," I whispered. Surpise crossed her face and then she closed her eyes and for a second a merory passed through her and you could see pain from her face.

Then after a few minutes she got up and stared at me. I didn't see any emotions anywhere on her face. Her eyes were blank as she just stared at me and then walked away. "I did it because I have nothing," I thought I heard her say, but I could be wrong. I stood up to follow her.

Then she stopped out of the blue. "Don't worry you have nothing to fear. I don't try twice in one day," and for the first time since I've been here. I knew what I had to do. I had to find out what the hell happened to her.
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A/N
Hey! I'm back. I'm super sorry about the wait, my school has started up again. And its been real hard trying to keep my grades up, but I did it. And it was fab seeing my hard work pay off. And hey I want to say that suicide is a real thing that many of u people deal with. So plz if u need help or want to talk to anyone I'm here. Down below r my social media accounts. DM if u need help with anything and I'm always here. Peace out.
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