We all have a 'best friend' when we are small,
With whom we ride bikes, eat ice-cream and go to the mall.
This best friend, this friend who is the best,
We specially choose from all the rest.
I also have a best friend who is precious to me,
With whom I laugh, joke and be free.
I call him names, and pull his cheek.
Whenever I see him I say "What up freak??".
I've known him for years, my best friend,
When young, we promised to be together till the end.
I had no idea that this would once be true,
And a relationship we would start a new.
We were to be betrothed and I was only eighteen,
At this time he was the happiest I'd ever seen.
I was scared he would be my buddy no more.
That I would lose my friend who I love and adore.
Then the day came when he said, "Marry me?"
What do I say? He's down on one knee.
We were now married and had our own home,
But even with my best friend there, I felt so alone.
We lived our lives in different ways,
Though we were physically there throughout the days.
However my heart and mind were nowhere to be found,
It felt as though in a sea of darkness my friend had drowned.
I felt so lonely with the person that once made me whole,
Now he was the one who stole my soul.
I want my life back!! I want my best friend!!
I want this meaningless relationship to END!!
