M-O

Part 1

*2 years ago*

"What do you mean 'you cant do this'?"I cried as i held onto my 5 month old baby bump, as i saw my boyfriend standing at the door to our shared home with a suitcase filled with his things as he leaves me.

"Leah i have tried so hard up to this point but now this is all just getting too much. I don't even have the band anymore to keep me calm. I put all of it on hold for you but i cant go on any longer i need to go back to the lads," he sobbed. 

"Brad i know you have and i appreciate it so much but do you really think that being pregnant at 18 was my life goal? I'm seriously struggling as well. I'm not letting this ruin our relationship, please don't leave me, i can help," 

"What? You help? Ha Leah don't make me laugh, you couldn't help anyone but yourself, if you cared about me and our relationship so much then why couldn't you see the pain i've been going through for the past 5 months?" He said angrily as he opened the door. 

"I've done nothing but help you and you're going to tell me i don't care. for the past two years I've helped you out whenever you were down and you're going to tell me i don't care, i gave you everything," I sobbed.

"Really? Well everyone has their breaking point and you just helped me find mine, i'm done with this shit," he said as he shook his head and walked out. 

I watched in shock as he got into his car and began to back off the drive. No doubt he would go straight back to London to live the high-life with his band, away from me. The pain in my heart grew the further away his car got from our house. The worst thing was that i knew this wasn't like some of our other arguments where one of us would leave and come back a few hours later after we'd cooled off. No, despite the fact that I'm 5 months pregnant with his child, he was not coming back any time soon and there is nothing i can do to help that anymore.