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Haruka tenoh!(sailor uranus) x depressed!self harming!reader part one

Warning: this contains some self harming if u r sensitive read at ur own risk!
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It had been three weeks since Haruka chose Michiru over you. You'd ignore the whole group of girls and pretend you didn't know them. Even though Haruka didn't know of your crush on her. You still hated all of them. They treated the couple like they were a king and queen or Romeo and Juliet. You had even start cutting yourself out of depression. While you were looking out of your window at the gloomy sky your phone rang. The cute ring tone That Haruka had personally bought for you that was your fave song (fave song). You checked the caller ID. it was just the person you were depressed about. It was Haruka. You didn't pick up the phone and the message went off. "Y/n! I know your not picking up the phone but please! Tell me what's wrong?!?" Haruka's tomboy voice cried. You picked up your phone and thought about calling Haruka and then decided against it. Getting all your feelings out would feel nice but you decided against it. You walked to the bathroom and got out your gleaming silver razor. You turned it on and cut your pale white skinny hand. You continued cutting and cutting crying your heart out and trembling. You took a shower to cleanse all the cuts. Then you bandaged them all. When you finished showering your walked out and belly flopped onto your bed. Since your life now didn't revolve around Haruka and all you decided to pursue your dreams of modeling/acting/singing
       But to succeed your dream  you needed to go to America.  People became famous there. And you were talented. Extremely talented. If you left to America you thought maybe you would feel better. Besides no one here would miss you. Now your final decision. Are you going or not?
Haruka pov:
Y/n recently hadn't been talking to us. She would ignore us. I haven't see her in two weeks and I miss her a lot. Her shiny h/c locks gleaming in the sunset or her angelic face and a smile that could make anyone smile. I missed her a lot though  I would never admit it. All of us were at a diner and Michiru was leaning on my shoulder. "Yah! I miss y/n chan! Usagi suddenly cried sadly. "I do too...." Ami replied soon we all got into a conversation about how much everyone Missed y/n except I didn't say anything only nodding my head. I remembered how y/n used to make me flower crowns and would support me and believed in me even when I kept my identity as sailor Uranus a secret. I decided to call y/n. I got up and walked off hearing the ringing. Then I heard her musical voice saying she wasn't available and she'd try to get back to me. I knew that  wasn't going to happen. "Y/n! I know your not going to pick up the phone but please talk to me! Damn it!Tell me what's wrong!" I pleaded into the phone and hung up. I walked back ashamed and unsatisfied with the phone call I walked to everyone and sat down ignoring the conversation and Michiru's clingy-ness. I was brought back to reality when I heard Usagi scream y/n. I turned around and saw a sight I never wanted to see. Y/n had become super pale and skinny. Her once shiny e/c eyes had become dull. She was wearing a ripped up gray sweater that went to her thighs and extremely short shorts. She had a black nose ring that had some black and silver jewels and thigh high socks and a choker and flats. She had a ton of bandages and bruises. This outfit was something y/n never would wear. She looked drained and dull. What I was surprised about was that's she had a bag with her and her friend b/f/n was with her. She looked at us all and her gaze met mine. Her gaze lingered and in those captivating e/c eyes was sadness, rejection, depression and a little ...... Jealousy?But, she broke contact with me and walked off with b/f/n.
B/f/n pov
" b/f/n thank you so much and goodbye I hope to see you again." My best friend y/n said and walked into the terminal. I waved at  her and turned around tears cascading my s/c face. I was going to miss her. And she was leaving because of stupid Haruka. I knew she wasn't chasing after her dream she just wanted to get away from her. I silently cried as I walked out of the airport. "Hey! B/f/n where's y/n - chan?" An overly cheerful voice asked. I turned to look at Usagi and her friends and fury swelled in my chest. A shadow casted on my eyes. "Y/n is gone. She left for America. Because she wanted to get away from you." I practically growled out.
I put the finger up and yelled "f*ck you!" I turned on my heel and walked off with my head held high. Y/n that was for you I thought in my head.
Haruka pov:
Y/n is gone? What? Why? These thoughts swirled around my head aimlessly as i wondered. She left. She left us. She left me. Why was there this pain in my chest? Usagi had broken down crying while ami was trying to comfort her. Rei was trying to not cry as was I. Michiru put her head on my shoulder silently sobbing. My flower. My angel. My y/n was gone and I was freaking in love with her. Why was I so blind. Don't worry y/n one day I'll bring you back. Until then I'll wait for you my love. Even if it takes a thousand years..........
My love
Ten months later while your in America
You had become extremely famous. Like you were the it girl everywhere. In Japan still waiting for you was Haruka. At the moment she and Michiru were at the grocery story and Michiru had walked off to get something and a magazine picture had caught Haruka's eyes. It was a picture of you doing a skater pose and you had red hair with black roots and you were wearing a red halter top that said pink and had extreme short ripped black shorts with black thigh high socks and black platforms. You had a lip ring and the title said
Y/n l/n beauty secrets, interviews, and more!
Haruka took the magazine just as Michiru came. Even though they broke up they still hung out. "Ya ready?" Haruka's deep voice asked. They got their things and went their separate ways. When Haruka arrived at her apartment and took out the magazines And sat on a lounge chair. She opened it to see a picture of you with your natural h/c hair and you were wearing a bikini and a cute cover up.
Y/n l/n's diets
Apparently when we Interviewed y/n she doesn't really diet unless it's concert time but she does like to keep healthy by running and going to the gym 13 times a week and each time she exercises for two and a half hours.
Haruka looked at this thing with shock. You hated exercise and dieting. Had fame gotten to you? She thought worriedly. 
Interview with y/n l/n
Interviewer: so y/n what is it like to be famous?
Y/n: it's a lot of work but once you see the work pays  off  you Learn to enjoy it. But personally I enjoy the fans. There so supportive!(laughs and smiles)
Interviewer: y/n what's your backstory?
Y/n: so I was born in (country) and I was raised in Japan when my parents past away from a car crash. Then I left and practiced singing. Then suddenly I'm famous!
Interviewer: y/n how do you feel about feminism?
Y/n :(pauses) woman can do anything men can do. It's a fact. I've met women who are stronger than men. We run the world! Laughs
Interviewer:so y/n fans have been dying to know, do you have a boyfriend or a crush?
Now Haruka was curious and slightly worried. Did you have a crush or boyfriend?
Y/n:(laughs uncomfortably) no I don't have a boyfriend but I once did have a crush but I'm not saying who it is!(pouts)
Interviewer: ya hear that guys! You have a chance with THE y/n l/n! Anyways y/n what the name of your new world tour and where is it?
Y/n: well the name of my world tour is called the color in black and white tour and this is the list of places from first to last. England, Ireland,Korea,NYC,Delaware,France,Germany,some place in America, North Carolina, Japan,.....
Haruka looked at the magazine with wide eyes. You were coming to Japan?!?!!?!
And in each place I'll be there for about two months for concerts etc.
Interviewer: have you ever been heart broken or depressed?
Y/n: yes, before when I lived in Japan someone who I shall not name broker my heart into tiny pieces and I became depressed at least until my manager Cher came along and put them back together.
Interviewer: thanks so much for coming and taking time out of your schedule!
Y/n: no problem and fans don't forget! My tickets start selling next week!
Haruka flipped to the next page to see a picture that she never would want to see. The was a man in a tux with wavy bronze hair who was kneeling on one knee and you were sitting on that knee. It was for a company but it got Haruka extremely jealous. The rest of the pages were all about you and your modeling pictures.
Meanwhile what you did when the tour started:
You were in Germany and it was freezing cold but you were wearing extremely short shorts a halter top and thigh high socks with platforms. It was cold. Your teeth chattered but you were about to go on for your Christmas concert. You felt a hug from behind. It was manager Cher. Her ombré hair blowed in the wind. "Good luck!" She squealed as I walked on stage and started singing.
Up beat music
Rock mafia
For those who don't know me I can be a bit crazy have to get my way up twenty four hours a day ya cause I'm hot like that.
Every guy everywhere gives me mad attention like I'm under inspection I always get a ten cause I'm built like that.
I go through guys like money flies out of the hands. They try to change me but they realize they can't.
I can't be tamed
I can't be tamed
I can't be blamed
Unbeknownst to y/n Haruka was watching her sing and dance in a way she never had done before on her tv and Haruka was kind of no extremely shocked. You were so shy to that and wear that in public. Why had you changed so much?

Heyyyy so did u like it or what? Next part coming up what will happen? Plz heart comment and suggest. Stay beautiful my absolutely lovely readers!also the song is can't be tamed by Miley Cyrus.
-pumpchkin💜