One Direction Prefrences

Gone... (sad Niall prefrence)

"I'm sorry Y/N! please don't leave me!" you had walked in on Niall and some girl in your 'shared' bed. well not anymore you were leaving him. "NIALL I DONT WANT TO LEAVE! BUT YOU DID THIS!" you walked over to him and kissed his lips for the last time. "I'm so sorry Y/N" he whispered. whipping the tears from his face. "I love you so much Niall... goodbye" you walked out of the house and Niall fell on his knees. sobbing till he fell asleep.

*1 year later*

(You)

You were Happy with your life.. except for the loss off Niall every night you cried over him. Loosing him. and letting him go. But you had Chase now and he was Nice. but he wasn't Niall...

(Niall)

Every night he went out and got drunk but it never helped. He kept having memories of you leaving and your last words to him 'I love you so much Niall...goodbye'  now he was sitting in his flat. alone. sobbing looking at the picture of you. bringing the bottle to his lips and taking a sip. The alcohol burning his throat. But it was better that thinking of you. he loved you and never got over you. the boys noticed and stopped trying to help because it only made him worse. he became violent his walls full of holes from him punching them. then one day it became to much he had to do it... he had to....

(Niall's POV)

nothings good anymore, I lost her. the one person who made me happy. She was gone now some times I would see her on the street with her new boyfriend. when they kissed I broke. so I stopped going outside. the media isn't so nice anymore. its not like I haven't tried to kill myself before. I just got stopped. but this time is different... I'm going to finish it... with out Y/N I'm already dead. I took the pills and took them all. I stared to feel sleepy. then everything went black.

(Your POV)

I was sitting on the couch with Chase when I got the phone call. It was Harry.

H: umm Y/N? you need to come to the hospital now! its Niall, he tried t Kill himself

Y: WHAT! IM COMMING NOW!

you hung up the phone and ran out of the house. when you got to the hospital.

"IM LOOKING FOR NIALL HORAN! FAST!" you yelled at the person behind the desk "he's in room 137 " you ran to the room. "sorry mama you cant go in there" a doctor said. "is he ok? what's going on?" you yelled worried. "he took a whole bottle of pain killers" the doctor said ou sank to the floor. '"why would he do this?" you cried. " he loved you Y/N you haven't seen him since you left. This isn't the first time he has done this." Liam said. then the doctor came out.. "he's not gonna live long he has about 20 minutes left" you ran into the room. when Niall saw you his face lit up. "Y/N/ why are you here?" he asked. "I'm so sorry Niall I never should have left you. your the only one for me. I'm so sorry" you cried into his chest. he hugged your body and kissed your forehead. 'its for my own good Y/N." the rest of the boys came in they talked for 15 minutes. "I have 5 minutes to live guys" Niall said taking out a video camera. "I have to tell the fans something. Louis took the camera and turned it on. "hey my crazy mofo's  im so sorry but when you see this ill be gone. its not the boys fault an its not Y/N's fault its my own. thank you for being there for me this past year. but I need to go. I love you all good bye" Niall said and kissed the camera. He looked at the boys "im sorry mates but you can keep the band going with out me. and thanks for the great experience" then he turned to you "Y/N your the love of my life and everything iv ever wanted I'm so sorry for what I did to you. I cant live with knowing that your happy with someone else. your the only one I wanted, but I lost you. When I die from this I want you to go back to your boy friend and hold him as tight as you can, because one day he might slip away. hold him like I would hold you if I could please remember that I love you forever your my princes so do this for your prince and be happy" he gave you one last kiss before the monitor went to a long drawn out beep. And just like that Niall James Horan was gone from you life forever. and it was all your fault.

*5 years later*

 you were nothing anymore since the day Niall died. people on twitter sent you hate saying that your the reason he killed himself. on that day the whole world went silent. they lost someone that no one could replace. you became an alcoholic drank every minute of the day. one day it became to much. you put the gun to your head and watched the video of Niall on his last day. "thank you for being there for me this past year"  his voice said. "your welcome Niall" you cried out before the gun shot rang threw the bed room. you lied on the floor blood surrounding your cold dead body.

*in heaven*

you saw him... the person you waited to see for years... Niall. you ran into his arms and gave him a hug. the one you needed. everything was finally better. and you get to spend eternity with the one you loved. everything was right....

* when I was writing this I cried so hard*