Forbidden bad boy love.

6) Leaving early?

RECAP

With a sigh and a nod he turns around and continues writing. I turn to look at Lindsay and see that she's staring at me. I give her a questioning look and all she does is smirk and wiggle her eyebrows. I just roll my eyes, but I can't stop the small smile from coming to my lips. This day is going to be interesting.

6) Leaving early?

The ten minutes that remained when I was done with my essay were spent with Josh still finishing his and 5 minutes of Lindsay making faces.

When the bell rang we all got up and started for the door.

"So what class do you have next?" josh asked when we were about two feet away from the door.

"Umm... world history with Mr. Hernandez. You?"

"Me too actually." he said with a smirk. I bet he already knew I was freaking out inside. "Don't freak out. We only have two classes together." He said with a chuckle. Earning a glare from me which only made him laugh.

Then he leaned in to my ear making my heart thump. Why am I feeling like this? I thought. I hardly even like him. I'm probably just nervous because I didn't do my chemistry homework and I have that class after lunch. Yeah, that's why.

"You don't scare me as much as you scare everyone else. You just look cute doing that." He said making me blush. And then I got an idea. When he leaned back I leaned into his ear, it was kind of hard because he was about 3 inches taller than me, but not that hard.

"That's good. I wouldn't want you leaving me, now would I?" I asked also in a whisper. When I leaned back, I made sure to lightly brush my face against his and then kiss his cheek.

When I pulled back completely I couldn't help but laugh at his face. Eyes wide, mouth slightly ajar, and his whole body was stiff. After my little laughing fit I noticed that he had started to laugh too, of course not as much as me though. The next thing I noticed, was that somewhere in our little conversation, we got the attention of practically everyone in the hall.

But what stood out the most to me, was the fact that, that was the first time I really laughed in a while. Yeah I laugh with my friends, but most of the times it's fake, and even if its real, I don't feel as good as I did right now.

"Okay! let's go to class now!" I screamed making everyone scamper off to their classes.

"They really are scared of you." Said Josh as we started walking to our next class which was at the end of the hall.

"I don't know why though. I'm not a bad person, at least I don't think I am..."

"You're anything but a bad person. They're just full of too much bullshit to see that."

"I guess... Oh my gosh! I sound so weak and stupid right now! I'm never like this. Ugh what's wrong with me?!" I said. It was true though. I've been acting all weak and stupid instead of my usual collected self.

"You're acting like the real you. Since you told me everything, you feel like you can trust me, so you let your guard down when you're with me. I know, because I've been doing the same. I've actually laughed and smiled and felt good. Because I trust you and seeing you smile makes me smile." He said. Hearing him say that made me think about it, and sure enough he was right. I've been smiling and letting my guard down around him... I've been happy. Well now I have to learn how to be myself but keep control of my feelings and actions also.

With a smile directed at him, which he returned showing his dimples, we walked into class.

"Good morning there Ms. Jasmine. And who do we have here."