Life is stupid. You don't do anything important. You have people fooling you and saying you're important, news flash you aren't important and neither are the people around you. No one is anybody because if everyone was someone everyone would be no one. I realized this. There is all this worthless shit that you will tell people and people will tell you. None of it matters. Because you mean nothing to the world. And to be valuable in this century you have to have value. But what the fuck is value? Who fucking decided that people and objects need to labeled and valued. An asshole.
This makes me seem like an angry person, which I'm not but I've seen the world.....well that makes me sound worse. Everyone's seen the world obviously but I guess I've seen it from a better angle. I'm not a horrible person, but what does that matter? I'm myself and I can't change that. Well I could but that would need my voluntary consent. And I don't feel like being someone else, even if I have those days where I want to stab my eye with a fork.
People will one day realize that the world is just an object floating in space, and in that space is our universe, and the the entire fucking galaxy. When they do realize they'll see we mean nothing to the outside. Humans are just like self destruct buttons. They are on anything that holds hazards and are used when something goes wrong. But eventually the day will come when they've done to much damage to that thing and they have no choice but to self destruct. Seems accurate to me, I mean humans are machines too. So therefore people should not give a shit about little things like what to wear, or who they should not talk to because they called them fat behind their back. Just be yourself because seriously no one gives a shit about your problems except you. People will say they care, but really they don't, it's a phrase people say but don't really mean.
Caring has become such a numb action that I don't think anyone in this world truly knows what caring for something is. Everyone says they care but they only care if they get something from you. Someone saying they care is also like the phrase I love you. Pretty fucked up phrase if you ask me. That phrase has become numb too. It is said to often and to poorly. No one really knows what that means either, and no one really wants to know what it means. They just like to say it. Everyone has their own view on what it means, and i agree people should, but a lot of people don't have their own view, because they don't have a view at all.
Life is stupid.
