After pain
Laxis's p.o.v
"Spill it laxis! Why cant you just fuckin' spill it!"
I can feel harrison's frustration while saying those lines.
"I.wont.! YOU understand me? Idiot!"
I said without bidding him my goodbye. Talking about harrison? Well he's my 3 months foreign boyfriend.who is such a big punch to my ass like the heck? Love drunk!
Pumunta nalang ako sa v.i.p room ng club na kinaroonan ko.
"Lax naman! Pwede ba?engage yourself the word risk! why cant you just drown Yourself to that oh so called love?!"
Sabi ni allison saakin matapos kung i kwento sa kanya ang pang iiwan ko kay harrison.
"No way! Ha!you know how i hate it when i am being used to do things that i know would be temporary!"i rolled my eyes,how disgusting!
" let yourself drown lady! Its good to feel death while youre still alive!" She said.
"Im now dead! you, slow poke!"
I said why looking to the message that pop the screen of my phone,
"Find yourself a man lady before i can get you one!"-said the message.
< flashback >
Kasama ko ngayon dito sa canteen ng university si allison, my cousin at the same time my bestfriend. Kakain kasi kami ng madali an lang dahil nag hahanda pa kami sa aming prese tation doon sa isa sa aming major subject.
"Hoy alli ano ka ba! Gusto mo bang maka kuha ng singko kung kailan graduating na tayo?! Pwes, mag isa ka!"
Ang bagal kasi kuma in eh! Tumayo na ako at ni ligpit ang tray na aking kina inan.
Sumunod naman si allison sa akin at nag madali narin.pag katapos namin mag bihis ng aming business attire. We go directly to the convention hall of our university. Ughh i feel so nervous!
Umupo kami malapit sa harapan. Para madali kaming maka punta sa harap mamaya.
Habang nag rerelax ako ay napansin ko naman ang isang matangkad at expressionless nA lalaki na pumasok kasama ang proffesor namin.
This is it!
Pumunta naman si proffesor roble sa harap.
"lord help us.sana maging successful to!"
I whisper.
" before we start i would like you to be aware that this man here..."
Hinawakan ni prof.roble yung lalaking matangkad sa braso,
"He would be the one who will give some questions related to what you will present. He is a successful business man at his age of 27 he is the heir of go's group of companies he is axe haiyesenth Go . Go owns a lot of different companies and with this young gentlemen here,he also build a chains of hotels and restaurant all over asia as its newly born company. Be good and wise young people, naka salalay din ang grades nyo sa kanya"
Napa hugot ako ng malalim na hininga. I build my confidence from what ive heard.
Tinawag na yung pangalan namin ni allison
"Good day to our panel of judges.
.."
Hindi ko pa nasisimulan ang aming presentation ng biglang tinaas ni mr.go ang kanyang kamay like he want me to stop.
"Youre the daughter of mr.lyndon montenegro? Right?"
He asked.
"Yes sir, i am"
i said proudly.he just nod at tinuro nya ang upu an.
"You can now take your seats"
Hindi ako umupo. na lilito kasi ako bat nya kami pa uupu in? Di pa nga kami nakaka present eh!
"Lax! Dali na!" Bulong sakin ni allison
"Why? Di pwede baka failed na tayo pag umupo tayo!"
I said to her
Napansin ko namang tumawa si mr.go sa harap dahil sa narinig nya..
Sabay naman kaming lahat napa lingon ng may malakas na kumatok sa pinto isang lalaking naka tuxedo at matikas na nag lakad pa punta dito sa harap lumapit siya kay mr. Go at may binulong didto.
Pag katapos naman nag salita si mr.go kay prof. Roble at tumango naman ito.
"Students mr.zamora will replace mr.go, he needs to talk to his client unexpectedly and its a very important one.and here is Mr.zamora, mr.go's business partner. Takenote he is single! dont you! okay kidding aside.
Now, lets proceed"
Tumawa at nag sipag tili an ang mga estudyante sa sinabi ni mrs. Roble nakitawa narin kami pagkatapos naisip naming i continue ang presentation.
"Ms.laxis gaeul montenegro i need you in that meeting"
sabi ni mr. Go. Bakit? Anong kina laman ko dun? Halaaaa may kasalanan ba ako?
"Miss? Just follow him."
Sabi ni mr.zamora at kumindat sa akin. Tinignan ko si allison as if saying her ill be okay.
Pagka tapos ay patakbo kung sinundan si mr.go
Ano ba talaga kinalaman ko sa meeting nayun?.
"Hey,lets go on a date"
he simply said and open the front door of his car. Huh?
Tumayo lang ako dahil sa pagka lito? Nang maka recover ako tinignan ko siya ng masama..
"Mawalang galang na PO sir ha? Pero nag dadrugs ba kayo? PO?"
Actually gumagana na talaga yung pagka inis mode ko eh kaso lang pina paalala ko ng pa ulit ulit ulit ang sarili kung i need to maintain my good temper dahil hindi ko din naman kina kalimutang na naka salalay sa kanya ang grade ko sa majoring ko!
"Silly,why? May masama ba na aya in ka sa isang date."
And again talking about date.. I cant imagine myself dating a guy who is 5 years older than me.thats why i always put PO in talking with him for him to remember how old he is for me.
"Are you out of your mind PO ba sir? Im just a student here. And im just 22 if you dont know PO!"
"Yea i know that.so lets go"
Ughh but ba di niya makuha yung point ko!
Nasa loob na ako ng kotse nya and to think na para na akong mababaliw sa bilis ng pag papa takbo niya ng kanyang kotse.. Halos bangitin ko na ang ibat ibang klase ng orasyon.
Ughh ayaw ko na talaga!
"Hinay hinay ka naman! Are you so damn crazy! If you want to die drive with your own self to hell at wag na wag mo akong dina damay!"
Due to my frustration sinabunutan ko ang buhok ko.
"Nah, i wont die nor go to hell baby. Im in heaven with you remember that"
Napa tunganga naman ako ng bitawan ng right hand nya ang manibela at inabot ang button ng kanya polo at in unbutton ang tatlo sa mga ito.
OMG WHY SO HOT!
Oh no! Erase that thought!
Itinabi nya sa isang may malawak na damuhan ang kotse and look at me.
"Oh damn that stares of yours.stop it!"
He said and look away.
Natauhan namn ako.
"Awee sorry " i said and i look away too
"Would you beleive if i'll say i love you?"
Halaaa! Ano ba naman to! Feel na feel ko talaga ang pag change ng aura di to sa loob!,sa na papansin ko kasi siya yung klase ng tao na pag nag iba ng aura pansin na pansin mo talaga yung kahit walang eye contact ma iilang ka talaga.
"Ah.ehh.. Teka nga seryoso?"
Oh!Tangeks ka talaga lax! Ngayon ka pa nawalan ng sasabihin!
"Look at me"
Sabi niya kaya tinignan ko naman ang kanyang mata. i cant imagine na may tao din palang may ganitong klaseng kaganda ang mata yung tipong kahit hindi nasisinagan ng araw ay makikita mong brown talaga ang mata nya.he has this long thick lashes too that tells you that you should not leave him or else they will get wet in pain ..
"I love you baby believe me"
He held my hands and kiss the back of my palm
Ano to? Bakit may mga kumikiliti sa tyan ko.. And i can feel how stiff my knees!
"B-bat mo ba nasasabi ang mga linyang yan! Ano ka?na love at first sight? seryoso na kasi tayo oh! "
I try to lighten up the mood for the both of us. Pero napansin ko namang tulala lang siya.. Siguro na realize nya na, kung ano ang mga ginagawa nya.. But then i slowly feel some kind of disappointment,parang ayaw kong marinig na sabihin nyang joke lang yun, echos echos lang. ganun, gusto ko sana totoo yun lahat! Na totoong mahal nya ako.
I got stiff when he kissed my hands again and cupped my face.
" look at me honey, now tell me what? Am i serious enough for you to believe me?"
"I love you"
he said again.
"Bakit? Bakit mo nasabi yan?"
I can feel how my world jump into happiness ng di nya binawi ang mga sinabi nya. Pero nandito parin itong pagka lito sa isip ko. Bakit? Bakit ako? Di ba ngayon palang kami nagkakita? Bakit may ganung feelings na siya?
"I just fuckin love you baby do i need to tell you why? "
Na fru frustrate na sabi niya..
" ahmm,can i date you first? and .."
Yumuko ako bago ko sabihin ang confession ko sa kanya.
"Sana,bare with me sa date natin.kasiii ano.ahmm first time ko kasing maki pag date.. S-sayo palang.so sana o--"
"Silly, ofcourse! i'll love that actually!"
He held me closer to him and kissed me in the fore head.
"Lets date now!"
He said and went out of his car to open the side of my door.
And before i can saw his face. He grabbed my first kiss.
