she jumped. her hollow scream filling the night air. her tiny bones crashing against the cement. panic. crying children. broken people. the air reeks of pain and agony. I just sit here. staring at my best friend with horror stricken eyes. I cant believe what I just saw. did.. she just jump? no! that's not possible.. no, no, no. not leane! no!
"brea! brea! wake up!" my mother yells trying to wake me from my dream world.
"I'm.. awake." I manage to croak out. the depression from my dream was filling me now.
"you were yelling in your sleep again. another bad dream sweetie?" she asked brushing the hair from my face.
"yeah. its no big deal mom. don't worry about it." I tried to calm her down.
"hunni, don't get mad.. but, I think its time we go see doctor kineck again." she spoke softly. she was expecting me to get mad at her. but this time I wasn't. the deems were getting worse. lets just say the life I live in my dream is falling apart. its time to see the expert.
"okay mom. set up the appointment." I agree willingly.
"really! oh good!" she pauses, "wait.. are the dreams that bad?"
"ah.. no. there's, uh. nothing to worry about. I'm fine. I just want to talk to the doctor. " I manage to force the lie out of my mouth.
"okay... you'd tell me if you weren't okay, right?" she asked looking worried. I grabbed her hand and looked her directly in the eyes.
"mom, if I wasn't okay, I would tell you. but I'm fine." lie. I was anything but fine. leane, just committed suicide. my... what do I even call her? I grew up with her in my dreams. she was like a best friend... now shes gone.. no. she cant be. its not possible. ill see her tonight when I got to sleep. I need to relax. leane is okay. leane is okay. leane.. is okay.... i was just a dream.. ha! just a dream, its never just a dream for a girl like me.
sorry for all the errors I'm writing this story on my phone.
