I've been loving you for 5 years and this is how you repay me?
5 years ago when I was just a highschool student. Since then I've been having a crush on this boy, Jeon jeongguk, kookie. I prefer kookie than his real name because its just mouth full to say so i prefer his nickname, kookie. He's my childhood best friend. We've been best friends since we were in kindergarten. We always have each others back.
*At the school*
The bell rung which significes us its lunch time.
While Taehyung, my other friend, was talking to me about who knows what. Kookie walk over to where my direction is, just seeing him walk over to me feels like Im in cloud nine.
"(Y/N) can I talk to you" Jungkook ask. Taehyung, who knows that I have a crush on Jungkook, stop talking and smirks knowingly at me. I glared at him then faced Jungkook, who looks at us weird.
"Sure" I said, happily. I stand up and let him lead me to the roof top. He faced me hesitately like he was nervous, but I dont know why. He never acts like this to me.
"(Y/N) Im just going to say it once so listen carefully" he said. I nodded, confused on why he looked so nervous.
"Actually (Y/N), I've been having this weird feeling when I talk to you, walk over to you or even look at you. But in a better way. I-its like my heart just rapidly beat when I look at you" he confessed.
I just stand there, staring at him.
"I think I fall in love with you, ever since we've met, its like a love at first sight." I feel like the whole world stop turning making the time froze. I widen my eyes at him, dropped-jaw, heart beating so loud that I can hear it now.
"Y-you, w-w-what?" I stutter. Blushing so bad that I think my face looks tomato now.
Jungkook, who thinks the wrong way "Yeah, I know what you feel, you dont feel the same way I do, its okay, its fine." He said solemly at me then walk away. I immediately grab his wrist making him turn to me, shocked.
"You dont really know how long i've been waiting for this?" i ask him. He started blushing "So that means you feel the same way I do?" He ask. I nodded at him. He then suddenly hugged me which made me blush, Again. But happily hugged back too.
But thats just the beginning, how stupid I am to never notice my mistake
*5 years later*
Jungkook finally ask me out after we graduated the highschool. Taehyung congratulated us for being together. It was almost a perfect year. Almost.
*Present*
After Im done buying groceries, I straightly walk to our shared appartment but for some reason I got this weird feeling at the pit of my stomach. Its like there's something bad going on. I just brush the feeling off.
Finally for what seems like hours, I reach my shared appartment. Opening the door before taking off my shoes. It seems like Jungkook is still not home. For the past few days he started going out early in the morning and coming home late. And when I start making conversations to him, he only makes it short. I went over to the kitchen to drop my groceries and went upstairs. Again I got this weird feeling, but its stronger than before. Before I know it, I heard a what seems like a female voice and a male voice. The male voice sounds like Jungkook, but who is the woman? I swear I heard it before. I started following the voices and it leads me to our shared bedrooms. The door to our bedroom is slightly crack so I peek in and I immediately regret doing it. Jungkook. Was. Kissing. A.Woman. Not just any woman but that woman is my sister. The one who always takes everything from me. And now it seems like she's taking my boyfriend away from me. I backed away from the door, cupping my mouth, tears falling across my cheeks. So this is what he been doing lately huh. I've been loving you for 5 years and this is how you repay me? In fact, I've been loving you for my whole life. Since we were kids I already loved you.
I decided to be noticed so I banged the door close and run loudly down the stairs. I can hear their footsteps upstairs. I ran over to the front door and open it then ran outside not bothering to close the door. I can hear him shouting my name but I didn't dare to look back. I ran across the street not looking where Im going when suddenly I bumped into someone. I look up and was suprised to see Taehyung. He was also suprised to see me desperately running across the street with tears in my face.
"What happened!? Why are you crying?!" Thats the last thing I heard before I pass out.
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I opened my eyes to see a somehow familiar room. I sat up and tried to remember everything then it hits me like a truck. Everything flash in front of me. Jungkook. Cheated. On. Me. I cry quietly while curling in a ball. The door then suddenly open revealing my old friend, Taehyung. He looked worried when he saw the states where Im in. He immediately walk over to the bed and hugged me. I lay my head on the nook of his neck and cry silently while he pat my back, muttering comforts. Finally when I calmed down, he asked the question I never want to hear.
"What happened back there? Why are you running like there's someone chasing you?" He ask. I hesitate at first but I really need to tell this to someone so I told him everything that happened back at the appartment. He look really mad when he heard my story. He was muttering words that I dont understand. "That bastard! Why would he do that to you??!!" He yelled, causing me to jumped. "Can I stay here for a while until I get a place to stay? you know I dont want to go back there." I ask. He immediately agree. "Sure, I live alone anyway". I smiled softly at him. "Thank you". What else can I ask for a better friend?
*Few days later*
Its been a while since we broke up. Im still staying at Taehyung's but he didn't mind it. In fact he like it when im staying at his place so he wont be alone. In which I didn't mind too.
Today, I decided to finally go outside of the house since its saturday.
I decided to just go to the park since park weren't always crowded. I sat at the bench and watch kids playing around, parents watching over kids, couples holding hands. But what caught my eyes is a guy sitting at the bench across the pond, his back is facing towards me. Then as if he felt watched, he turned around and my breath hitch at my throat. Jungkook, he was looking everwhere as if he's looking for someone. Then his eyes suddenly land on my form, I visibly tense up, I immediately stand up and start walking, away from him. And as if God hold a grudge to us, he immediately run towards me and grab my wrist. But I still have my back faced to him, I really dont want to face him. "(Y/N) please listen to me. I explain what happened" he begged. But I still didn't face him. "You dont have to explain everything, I saw all of it. I finally got my answers on why are you always so distant to me." I answer. Still facing away from him. "And if you want second chance, I wont allow it." "Why?!?!?" He ask desperately. "Because this is how I repay you for what have you done. Im not a toy for entertainment" I snatched my wrist from him and started walking away and didn't even steal a glance to him. He didn't bother on following because deep inside he knew that she was right. He deserve this. He deserve to recieve the feeling of regret.
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Okay guyss!! Hope you like it!! And pls. Dont expect me to do a part 2 cause this is just a oneshot. Until next timeeee!! Lov yaahhh!!
