Sad harry styles imagine

You stood there staring at your reflection ashamed of yourself,why were you crying? You have an amazing boyfriend that loves you more than anything and two amazing best friends niall and (a/n) who care about you so much. So why are you crying? Why are you so ungrateful? Maybe you dont deserve this. You look back to the mirror, you feel like you are not good enough. You look towards the razor blade and look back at the mirror...

You take in in your hand, should you?....

You tremble , you cant see clear because the tears that are flooding your eyes...

You take a deep breath and finally you cut...

You cut deeper then you thought... Blood was flowing so fast and began to drip all over the floor. Suddenly you hear footsteps at the door, is it harry?...

You put away the razor blade and wash your arm...

He shouldnt see the scars...

You wipe away the tears and put new mascara on...

Finally he reaches the bathroom, he looks at you...

You try to smile but fail...

He sees that and hugs you very tight...

You almost cant hold your tears back but you force them back...

He stands up still starring at your beautiful eyes, and grabs your arm to help you stand up...

You let out a little scream of pain, he grabbed your scars accidentally...

He glares at you shocked and pulls back your sleeve...

He sees it all.... He looks at you worried....

He runs out of the room, you begin to cry again...

He shouldnt know... You cant stop crying, how could you do this to him?...

You hear him scream down the phone...

"NIALL DONT YOU UNDERSTAND?? SHES SUICCIDAL"

You cover your ears with your hands, you dont want to hear it anymore...

Now even your best friends know...

What are you doing to them???... You are killing them, how could you??

Maybe you should just end it all... You hysterically search for the sleeping pills... Before harry comes back... You gulp back the whole bottle... After a while your eyes began to become very heavy.... DARKNESS

Harry returned after ten minutes with niall and (a/n)... Harry began to scream niall and (a/n) stand shocked... Niall called an ambulance with tears streaming down his face.

But it was to late... A week after harry joins you in paradise...

Too much pain for a sensible heart.... Everyone you knew was left heart.... Heartbroken...