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SHE KISSES ME

BE I RESIST

SHE TELLS ME SHE LOVES ME

BUT I CAN'T BELIEVE IT

SHE TRIES TO HOLD ME

BUT I BREAK AWAY

SHE ATTEMPTS TO UNDRESS ME

BUT I SAY DON'T

SHE WANTS TO MAKE LOVE

BUT I WONT

SHE ASK ME

WHAT'S WRONG

I DON'T ANSWER HER

I JUST TURN AWAY

I CAN'T LOVE HER

BUT I WANT HER TO STAY

SHE DOESN'T KNOW

I WAS RAPED

IM 4 MONTHS PREGNANT

AND I CAN'T TAKE A LIFE

NO MATTER THE CIRCUMSTANCE

I CAN SEE THE PAIN AND ANGER

IN HER HAZEL EYES

BUT I CAN'T LET HER KNOW

SHE IS ALL I HAVE

I KNOW SHE WILL GO

I FIGHT BACK MY TEARS

AS SHE SNAPS OFF ON ME

I DON'T BLAME HER

SHE CHANGED HER PLAYER

WAYS FOR ME

SHE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL

WOMAN I KNOW

AND IM SO COLD

SHE GRABS HER IPHONE

AND SAYS SHE'S LEAVING

NOW IM ON MY KNEES PLEADING

MARI DON'T GO

NOW IM GRABBING AND CRYING

AND SHE PULLING AND YELLING

I NEED TO TALK TO YOU

PLEASE LISTEN

WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I

WE HAVEN'T HAD SEX IN OVER 4 MONTHS

YOU DON'T EVER LET ME HOLD YOU

EVER DAY ITS A FIGHT. . I DON'T NEED THIS IM GONE

MARI NOOO PLEAASSEE LISTEN

I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY

IM BALLING MY EYES OUT

AND SHE PLAYING ME SO COLD NOW

I KNOW THAT'S WHAT I DESERVE

ILL GIVE YOU FIVE MINS

THEN IM OUT

NOW FUCKING TALK

AND THEN I CLOSE MY EYES

I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN

MAYBE THIS WILL BE THE END.....

TO BE CONTINUED

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