Part 1~School

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Jen's POV
I was walking to Abigail's room wondering when she would go outside. I was wearing a sweater and some random leggings. I know it's summer but I cannot risk people seeing my cuts.

 I know it's summer but I cannot risk people seeing my cuts

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I was walking with Abigail in the halls. Until I bumped into Christina. I mumbled a sorry and walked to my locker. With people saying fat, ugly, stupid, nerd! They were echoing in my brain. I just thought I was a geek... There was a difference. Geek is anime and games. Nerds are school related things. I just grabbed my books and ran to senior's algebra. I sat down with the teacher having a worrying face. School went by quickly and was music class. I never liked music because our teacher Mrs. Cecilia bully's me. She makes me sing in front of the class. This time she Made me sing a full song. I just looked down because Laurence Zvahl is in my class. He is the school heart melter. I took a deep breath and stood in the center of the room.
"Sarcasm"

You've got me shaking from the way you're talking
My heart is breaking but there's no use crying
What a cyanide surprise you have left for my eyes
If I had common sense I'd cut myself or curl up and die

Sticks and stones could break my bones
But anything you say will only fuel my lungs

Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts
If this is love I don't wanna be loved
You pollute the room with a filthy tongue
Watch me choke it down so I can throw it up.

Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts
If this is love I don't wanna be hanging by the neck
Before an audience of death.

You could be the corpse and I could be the killer
If I could be the devil, you could be the sinner
You could be the drugs and I could be the dealer
Everything you say is like music to my ears

You could be the corpse and I could be the killer
If I could be the devil, you could be the sinner
You could be the drugs and I could be the dealer
Everything you say is like music to my, music to my ears

Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts
If this is love I don't wanna be loved
You pollute the room with a filthy tongue
Watch me choke it down so I can throw it up.

Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts
If this is love I don't wanna be hanging by the neck
Before an audience of death
(Before an audience)

Failure find me
To tie me up now
'Cause I'm as bad, as bad as it gets
Failure find me
To hang me up now
By my neck cause I'm a fate worse than death

What a cyanide surprise you have left for my eyes
If I had common sense I'd cut myself or curl up and die

Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts
If this is love I don't wanna be loved
You pollute the room with a filthy tongue
Watch me choke it down so I can throw it up

Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts
If this is love I don't wanna be hanging by the neck
Before an audience

Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts
If this is love I don't wanna be loved
You pollute the room with a filthy tongue
Watch me choke it down so I can

Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts
If this is love I don't wanna be hanging by the neck
Before an audience of death
Fuck you all
I then finished and sat back down. Mumbling some curse words. With everyone staring at me. And of course I know I sound like a dying whale. And that was a reason why they were staring at me. School ended and I walked home. And as usual people threw paper balls at me. I just ignored it and walked home. I added 2 cuts and went to bed.
~Narwhal_Queen wrote this 🙂
HI!!! ITS ME JEN!!! I WROTE THIS PART!!!! ITS A COLLAB!!!

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