It will always be you (Omelia)

chapter 1

Amelia's POV

I could hear his voice. it was in my mind, I didn't understand it was I dreaming? "Oh Amy you're a hurricane but you are also my favourite sister" Derek laughed "you say that to all of us, but it's okay because you are my favourite brother" I replied.

Just as he smiled back I was awoken with a thud of a door opening. crap. Just a dream, just a sick, twisted dream. I don't know why but a choked sob erupts.

I look up and spot a shadow at the door I can't recognize who it is because the light has not been flicked on to fill the room, I'm guessing to be courteous towards me.

I stand up and decide to leave, this is a horrible day I think "Amelia?- Is that you?" I hear a low voice say with concern. I know exactly who it is

"Uh-yeah Owen I'm good thanks" I say with a sniffle. I mean yes okay Owen is very attractive and I feel something with him something amazing something that I want to pursue. But I can't I couldn't. Every man I've ever loved has died. And I don't want Owen to be one of them. And I know if I go face first into him I will love him.

"Ames-hey what's wrong" he asked with concern. I wonder where the new found nickname came from.. "Owen god I said I'm fine" I say with a spike of anger, just then the light flicks on and he sees me as a crying mess and I can't help it. I start to sob

I feel a pair of strong arms around me and I try to fight it. I try to tell him no it's not what I want but instead weirdly I succumb to the comfort that is his arms and his scent oh god his scent it was manly and fresh..

I snap out of it and bolt up.

"What are you doing" I say "I don't need you to come and rescue me Owen"

He looks up hurt.

"Amelia please just tell me what's wrong please" he says it with a tone of concern and urgency

"I saw him, Derek I mean. I saw Derek in my dream okay and it's okay Owen I'm okay it just hurt, it hurt to see him" I say.

"Oh Amelia.." His mind wanders off because he doesn't know what to say to calm the brunette in front of him

"Owen I'm okay, really." I say the words again trying to convince myself

He got up to leave and that's when it hit me..

I wanted everything but that

"Amelia if you need anything, anything please tell me" he said.

"Mhm" I replied emotionlessly. I was
Done. I had no one anymore this attraction to Owen was stupid . He was never going to care about me and if he did I would hurt him.

My mind drifted to one thing and one place.

God I needed a fucking drink..

Okay!! So that makes up chapter one.. I hope you all enjoy and I will be updating hopefully at least twice a week!!:)