It's not being sure if you want to get up in the morning. It's hardly caring if you die today or tomorrow. It's wanting to constantly give up. It's a dark cloud in your brain with tiny shiny moments. It's smiling so no one knows what's wrong,laughing even though your in pain. Having everyone question what you're doing, what you're feeling. Where thoughts of ending it are constantly crossing your mind. Thinking maybe maybeone day i'll put that gun to my temple or that knife to my wrist or secure that noose around your neck. Not knowing if you're bigger coward for staying alive or for even considering ending it. All you know is you're here and your not sure if you're going to be all right but carrying on or taking the next step.
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Constant Reminders
PoetryThis is about things everyday people go through.I know i go through them and i've decided to attempt putting my thoughts into words.Please enjoy and relate and get through your day.
