The Devil's Eyes *HarryStyles&&LouisTomlinson*

Chapter 6: Later Babe

As I open my eyes, I picture myself I was at my dorm room. I miss hearing students music blasting through the halls. The fresh bacon smell from the kitchen across of our room. Or the bathroom being used. Then I realized I wasn't at school. I was my friends family house.

I lay there thinking if I should get up or not. I stretch a little. I took in everything in the room. I turn my body to the night stand which has my mothers ring in the chest. I smile at the thought of my mom. I should had gotten over this phase, but I haven't.

The thoughts of the dream pops up. Did I dream it last night? Impossible, Louis would have run into my room if it happened.

I don’t know where to start, but I’ll start somewhere, because I can’t keep living like this anymore. The fear of getting attack. The feeling of lost. The feeling of hopeless and worthless.

But how can I defeat it? It’s always a simple question, and a difficult answer. Everybody knows it’s not easy to defeat your fears, but there has to be a way.

I get up from the bed to check the time, and it says 10:34am.  I finish my streching, and open the shades of the window. The sun is up brightly, and the birds are chirping beautifully. I look around the room to see a clear vision of it. It’s plain, but brown walls. Almost everything in the room is brown or some other shades of brown. I look at the door and its close tightly.

I breathe in and out as I could hear Louis voice behind the door. I smile of the thought of Louis, and its just comes natural.

"Alexis, love?" I hear Louis voice behind the door as he knocks. "Are you alright?"

"Yeah, im okay." I said putting on my rop around my body.

"Can i come in?" He asks.

"Mhm." I open the door for him to come in. He close the door behind him and walk into the room.

"Did you?" After a long silence because he was looking around the room like he remembers something.

"It doesn't scene of why I didn't had the dream last night. Why now? This never happened before. The only time it happened when," then I stopped because I realized Harry and Niall is here. I always felt safe with them. I always feel safe with Louis but he was never actually there when it happened. Harry protected me as a child. Niall and I always hanged out. Louis was always busy with his studies.

"When?" Louis jump on my bed looking at me.

"Harry and Niall are near. " i said walking to my closet. That was my fear of sleeping at Louis’s family.  It’s not easy, and people make it look like its easy….but its not.

Louis didn't say anything. I sneak a peak from outside of my closet and he's looking through my phone like I never said anything. I sigh in saddness. I didn't want to make him feel less than he is to me.

There is a mirror in my closet, I felt like it was haunting me from my looks and messy hair.  It looks like I haven’t sleep for days, and its killing me. I know it is. The doctors even told me when Louis had to take me to the hospital that night.

-Flash Back-

“Alexis! Wake up!” Louis screams my name over and over until I finally wake up. I open my eyes quickly, and so quickly that it frightened Louis a bit.  My body is shivering from that same dream. My eyes has a different color. My face is pale. I just don’t look like me at all. I look around to see Louis concern face peering at me. He step back a little to observe me, and that is what scares me. I don’t want to scare him off, and knowing he is looking at me like he is…scares me.

“Alexis we need to get you to the hospital now!” Louis start to rush everywhere until he finally got my things, and got freshen up. I look right at him in fear. I know there is something  wrong with me, but I don’t want to face it. Not yet anyway. You know how your body reacts to anything, and your body knows before you do, well my body is reacting now. That is what scare me the most. You have no idea. But what can I do about it right? Nothing at all.