Prologue
This is a story of a girl who suffered too much circumstances in life. From a perfect life of luxury, fame and power, she ended up changing her whole identity which means sacrificing her life as a heir of a well- known family dynasty. At first, she never had thought in her entire life that everything would just vanished with just one snap of the hand; her friends, her family, her love ones, almost her whole life. But then, she did'nt forgot the fact that nothing is permanent, that everything was just temporary. Mukhang sa pamamagitan din nito, mas madali niyang makakalimutan ang lahat nang trahedya sa buhay niya.
Until a guy, entered in her pseudo-life. . .
Until she met Troy. . . . the guy whom she knew was the perfect synonym of the word 'trouble'. At habang tumatagal, masyado na siyang napapalapit dito and she never expected na ang lalaking katulad niya na walang alam gawin kundi paiyakin ang mga babae, ang siyang makapaghihilom sa sugatan niyang puso. . . He was the guy that made her believed that she'd rather choose to live in a life that will forever be a lie. She made her think that she can be happy though she's not in her true identity, she would be happy as long as his around. That something temporary would last forever. But then, since everything emerged from secrets and lies, She ended up being in pain.
Now, she's back. . . The true her is back. . . And it has been years ago. . .
. . . . this is the Diary of Czarinne Kaye Mercado”
Dear Diary,
I, I’m a type of girl. . . .
Would you even believe that a person would live for four different era?? Actually, i do believe that because i’ve been alive, exisiting for already four eras. But in a special sense, of course. You would think that I’m pretty much old now, don’t you?? Hahahaha, of course not. I’m still 25 and I’m fresh and young, not what you think. . . . Got you!!!
Seriously, I’ve been spending my whole life changing who I really am. . . Of course, with such good big reasons. . . .
The First Era: “The Skimmy-spoiled Brat Era”, I was a brat a long ago. Since I was the rich daughter of the Great Great William Mercado, pero hindi hari si Daddy ha. . ., I usually get what I want and I would do everything to get that thing as long as I want it. Kumpiyansa talaga ako. . . akala ko kasi everything during that time was all permanent, the word “temporary” doesn’t exist but I was wrong, a big wrong. . . . Then, my whole family died in a car accident, a very tragic car accident. . . . I was also there but I survived. . . Doon nagsimula ang pangalawang Era ang “Poor Scholastic Girl Era”. The start of everything new. I wanted to ease the pain as fast as lightning so I ended up being a Fake me, a Fake person. . .isang taong nagbabalat-kayo. . .I need to revive my soul from all the traumas, then I need to be strong, to have hope and to continue my life without my loving family. It was never easy!! I almost want to kill myself. . . I was in college during that time, taking up Business Administration Major in Marketing Management. . . I was a dean’s lister, an athelete, and at the same time a very competitive scholar. . . Grabe ang komplikado ng life ko noh. . . pero mas lumala pa ang status kong COMPLICATED ng dumating sa buhay ko ang isang hambog, mapagmaliit pero gwapo at gentlemang Captain ng Soccer Team sa school. . maraming nangyari sa akin during that time. . . Mukhang mas pipiliin ko pang mag balat-kayo habang buhay kong kasama ko siya but I ended up hurting myself dahil umasa akong mamahalin niya ako. That’s the reason why i called this era “The Desperate Lover Era”. . And lastly, ang pinakamagandang bagay na nagawa ko sa buong buhay ko ay ang maging well-known Marketing Expert. . . this calls for a “The Professional Marketing Expert Era!!”. . i so love it. . . hahaha, hayaan niyo na ko. . isip bata talaga ako, kaya masyadong ironic kung bakit ako naging well- known di ba?? Im Special!!!
Masyadong maraming trials na nangyari sa nakaraan kaya I don’t want to go back there. . . Imposible naman di ba?? Ganito na lang, huwag naman sanang bumalik ang mga anino ng nakaraan dahil masaya na ako at wala na akong hihingin pa kay Lord. . . kahit sandamakmak pang presentation ang gagawin ko, kahit libo-libong accounts pa ang e-ko-close ko, wala akong pakialam., at kahit maging matandang-dalaga man ako . . basta't huwag lang siyang bumalik sa buhay ko . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . Because it would really be a great chaos for my part. . . . >.<
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Author's Note
^.^ I'm so happy. . . . This would be my first story!!!!!!!! And I'm enjoying all the hardwork!!!!!!!!! CHUCKS!! Harwork na kaagad!! hahaha, hope you like the prologue. . . and continue to read this very complicated story!! and i mean it!! it's really kinda complicated kahit ako nga na author nito nalilito na rin sa story. . . hahaha, you will really like it. . . i hope so. . . , To the readers: just leave me some comments if you want to. . . and i will enjoy reading those comments!! Thanks, Thanks, Thank You!!!
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