I never imagined that I would be bringing something like this to you guys but I seriously need your help so please read all the way through and please tell me what you think I should do ok? Thank you all so much.
Ok so I have social anxiety I haven't been "diagnosed" by a doctor because honestly I think I can tell I have look up social anxiety and some of the symptoms of it and how most people who have it feel and what they go through. I know most of you are going to say "Well that doesn't mean anything it means that you are shy" or whatever but honestly I know that I have social anxiety so bad to the point I don't even want to talk to my mom about it I am just way to afraid to and I don't know what to do. I feel like if I do talk to my mom about it I will just cause so much more problems for my family right now because something happened lately which I don't really want to talk about and things are just rough right now and I feel that if I talk to my mom about it it will stress her out and cause more problems than needed and that if she does take me to a doctor about it they may suggest medicine or therapy which I don't want either! I feel like if I take medicine for it I will be know as " The freak who can't talk in front of people or make new friends with out medicine." And if I go to therapy it would be a waste of time because I feel like I can't even talk to my mom about all this how could I talk to a complete stranger about it?! How can I get help if I feel like both options would just make me feel way worse and it is 1:30 in the morning where I am and I am sitting in my dark room listening to music crying over what I should do and how I am going to live my life like this because I am going to a new school next year and I will only have one class with a friend and I suck at making new friends and I'm honestly terrified especially since with dance how can I be a good dancer or go anywhere with my dance career when I am so terrified that no matter how I dance or what I do I will never be good enough for anybody I will never be good enough to get into a professional company and have you ever heard of a professional dancer who has social anxiety? I don't know how to deal with this?! I really need your advice and I am so sorry for venting my problems to you I just needed to get that all out so to all you who read this thank you so so much it means a lot to me and please if you have any idea of how I can handle this please comment I really need as much help as I can get right now thanks again. And sorry if my grammar sucks it 1:30 in the morning and I am kinda having an anxiety attack so any way thank you again and well good night? Good morning? Which one well what time it is for you have a great day or whatever bye.
- Dancingfangirl01
