FUTURE WITH YOU

Oh no not again

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Mum,i stand up from the chair as quickly and slowly as possible.
wait up mum just hear me out,at least once
Daniel i dont want you near that girl or her near you,but mum dont mum me you know she's trouble. Its enough you almost drown all for her and now we will have to deal with you wearing cast and taking care of that hand.

Been around her will only cause more trouble for or to you. I dont want you going close to her and thats it

Mum!!!
What !!!

She didn't hurt me mum, as you can see she came to apologize and remember what you always teach..... always forgive does that hurt you cause in one way or the other we have hurt others" you should lead by example mum, don't try to lecture me about forgiveness she cut me out angrily and storm up the stairs.

I hate this,like seriously i walk gentle up the stairs, feeling my muscles tenses, I don't really know why mum is doing this.

I open her door leaving it wide ope,mum why are you doing
What am I doing

You are hurting her, you are hurting me mum,she's here to apologize and am ready to forgive her and beside it's not her fault it's drake's.

And who is drake to her.,,.she ask angrily

Drake is her boyfriend, ex sorry and that's what they are discussing when i jump into their conversation and thats why am now left with a cast on my hand.

Daniel you are just blinded by what you feel for her, i no am the one that teach you to forgive others but just don't walk with her. She's trouble i tell you.

If i forgive her and ignore her or don't walk or talk to her is that really forgiveness mum.

You no what mum I don't want to disobey you or your rules but I can't stay away from her

I can't believe i just said that but am not going to take it back,and i don't want to hurt mum either but why won't she just forget everything and move on

We both stay mute for some minutes before she speak.... Daniel !!

Yes mum.

Am sorry i ask you not to move close to her or talk to her. I no you have feelings for her and i no it's hard to stay away.

When you no that mum why did you insist i stay away from her??, why did you want to ban her from coming here or walking with me or even hanging out.

Why mum, why

Cause am looking out for my baby...she answer.

I don't know why but i can swear her vision is blur from the tears building up in the eyes about to burst. I quickly walk close to her and hug her.

Am sorry mum, pls don't, am really sorry. I will stay away from her. I won't even walk close to her. Pls don't cry mum. I will ask her to leave now. I stand up getting to the door.

Daniel!
No Mum if you ain't okay with it then I respect you decision what am i even thinking i ask my self,am I going to go against my mum cause of grace.
Never

don't, don't stay away from her, am just being over protective thats all, you are my son and what kind of mother am i if I can't look out for my son.

It takes minutes before I realize am crying
I know exactly how mum feel even though I don't know how a mother feel about her son's but i no how it feels to care about love once

Mum loves me and she's just trying to look out for me I shouldn't have argued with her in the first place. My feelings for grace is covering or hiding what am suppose to see, the true picture.

Helping GRACE means am putting my self in line of danger

But i have a crush on her will I just let that go?? Some part of me are trying to defend her.

But she doesn't even know you do, i say to my self
I will show her. I say to my self.

Show her what ??? Mum ask
Nothing am just thinking about
Grace rights ? she finish the sentence for me.
No.. I stutter trying to think of something to cover up but unfortunately nothing come to my mind. She so gets me.

I know you how you feel for her mum I also pass through the same with your dad.
what ?? You were the one that crush on dad ?, how come I never heard the story i settle my self on the bed gesturing her to continue. Okay mum am listening, you are forgetting something.
What?, downstairs she point, what's down stairs, your friends Daniel don't tell me you have forgotten about them already

Oh no, okay out she push me off the bed out of her room with smile on her face, they can wait mum I want your company instead.

Nah not yet you got someone to impress downstairs remember?, so lets go, we walk out of the room together laughing as mum try to think about the mess Ella would have caused at Juliann's

I stop in my track looking at the floor
I can't help but stirred at the rug on the stairs

Tim!!

Yes mum, it's okay baby you can hang out with her for the main time, but any more trouble and the deal is off. Okay ??

Yes mum thanks.

Okay now let's go down stair, I put something in the oven and am sure it would have burnt to ashes by now. Okay mum thanks you're the best.

I know

Of cause you do, I quickly hug her tightly ignoring my half broken hand,okay Tim lets go, and act nice towards her I quickly added,Okay tim And don't call me tim I quickly tell her before she mistakenly call me tim. But your name is Tim hun, yea i no but call me what everyone knows me as. Keep the tom for the family only.

Hahahahah okay dear, and it's Tim not Tom. You don't even know your name she laugh
Yea whatever Tom and Tim what's the difference.
O is different from I,Okay mum all the same let's go.

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Miss cater can i help you with that ??
Nop thanks will take care of it. If looks could kill, the one am giving my mum right now would have done the perfect job.

After the little mother and son talk upstair, mum finnaly agreeing to me hanging out with grace on conditions. Even though I don't have options she's still my mum and she's just looking out for me. I still don't like the fact that she insisted i will stay home 2 day's before resuming school after the 5days at hospital.

Mum have been trying her possible best to act nice toward grace but things ain't just working out. I no she's not actually a fan of grace but I will try to make her one.

Mum let her help, but, but nothing just let her. It's okay Daniel have got it.
I think i will leave now. I just came to say sorry for how I acted towards you and thank you for always been there for me. Mrs carter am sorry for all the pain have caused your son And i want you to no it's not intentionally. I never meant to hurt Daniel I can't even if I want to, he save my life and am forever grateful for that.

Daniel am sorry. Have been wanting to tell you this for a very long time, and thank a lot for always being there for me. And angel i no you also think i did this on purpose but I believe you know me better and you no what drake is capable of am so sorry if i let you down i re.......

Grace!! Mum call

Am sorry ma'am I really am.

Oh no not again i hate emotional scene, I can't stand another crying scene standing here watching grace cry. After witnessing mums upstair I can't stand another one.
No frigging way this ain't happening

I look down at the floor then back to mum. She nod once and envelope grace into an hug.

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OUR MUM ARE THE BEST GIFT EVER GIVEN TO US,MY MUM HAVE DONE SOME STRANGE THINGS JUST TO SAFE GAURD ME, THAT DAY AT THE STORE, THE DAY I ALMOST GOT BULLIED...,drop yourS in the comments how your folks stood up for you when you need them and will try to read as much as possible.

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