Silence

Nothing there

She lay info her bed with a stuffed animal in her arms. Nothing but silence. The silence muffles her cries for help. She speaks of nothing but her thoughts scream waiting for someone to hear them, for someone to notice. Blue is a 13 year old girl who grew up with a few close friends. She longs for someone to hug her and say,"I know you're not okay." But no one has. She thinks but never does. She wants to stop missing people who she knows have already forgotten, she longs to be noticed by those who don't care, she wishes to find someone to ease her pain. Her past mostly consists of a few boys she left only longing to fill a void that wasn't able to be filled. In the beginning of Blue's 7th grade year a boy finally filled that void. His name? Let's just call him Rojo. Rojo left her after a few months. Blue was depressed and wanted to die. But she kept on thinking," God has a plan for everyone." And it kept her going. Later that year another boy refilled that void one who hadn't the first time around. After almost 3 months he wanted someone new and she once again fell in to a depressive state. Yet once again another boy lets call him Torrez, filled that void. But after she made him new again he left for the one that broke him this first time. Now she lay info bed hoping the newest boy the one who she is positive is different, the one she knows won't leave, will feel the same way. She lay in bed screaming but the silence is still to strong she can't scream anymore she needs to let her secret out, but will the silence win?