Pour Me Out

It's been fours years now and lots has changed since my seventh grade year. For starters I'm a junior in high school and I have boobs, thank Lord.I have grown a bit taller making me five foot, eight inches. My used-to-be short, brown hair now reaches just below my chest. And my face is clear from any sort of Acne thanks to 'Proactive'. I still like Aaron, however, it's hard to like him without the heartache. We don't speak and if we do it's no more than him saying 'hi' and me being the awkward one running in his opposite direction, leaving him amused.

Aaron has definitely changed , since middle school he's grown a good foot making him around six feet and four inches. He is toned and no longer has braces. Now his smile is even more beautiful than before. With these good changes come bad ones, like the fact he is a total player, Which is why I avoid him as much as possible. I like him, but I can't risk just being another notch in his belt. I can't stand the way he is now; it shatters my heart knowing that I can never be his. It's not like I ever had a chance to begin with, but if I ever did my chances are even less now.

High school is no different than middle school for me; I'm still an awkward loner by choice. Now unlike in middle school where I was frequently ignored, I get pick on. It's not bad enough to where I can't handle the cruel remarks, but sometimes it bothers me. Another reason why I can't be with Aaron. Whenever I'm made fun of he laughs along. He hasn't, himself, ever made a mockery of me, but it still hurts none the less. I don't understand why I still even have a crush on him when in I'm just constantly getting hurt. Either it's him being such a man whore or he's laughing at me. It's very upsetting to know how much he has changed for the worst; he used to be so kind and now I just don't know.

"Hi,Terri.", Now in front of me is the one and only Aaron Salvist. I looked into his hazel eyes and before I could get lost in them I did what I always did, I did a spin on my heels and prepared to run down the school's hallway, but before I could even get foot away, his arms snaked around my waist pulling me into his embrace. I could smell his cologne,and only then did I realized how close we exactly were, making me freak out, which is never good.

"Why do you...",

Were the last words I heard before I fainted.

"Yeah babe I'll text you later when I get home so that you can come over",

I could hear Aaron's voice as I began to awake. Keeping my eyes tightly closed, I listen in on his conversation. The voice wasn't clear so I figured he was on his phone. Where was I anyway and why was he here? Did he kidnap me?

"Yes, bye Tracy.",

Tracy? Who's Tracy ? I mentally frowned. 'Another one of his sleeping buddies' I thought.

"I know that you are awake Terri. Your breathing has changed. You can open your eyes now." , I opened my eyes to a smirking Aaron sitting next to me. I looked around to plan my escape from my kidnapper only to realize that I was just in the nurse's office. I hate it in here; it has an awful hospital like smell. And the walls are a gross orange color. I looked back to Aaron with my eyebrows raised.

"Where is Nurse Davis and why are you here?", My voice was a bit shaky. This was the first normal thing I have ever said to him.

"Well Nurse Davis went to go check up on a student in the special needs class because they had an episode. I'm here so that I could make sure you were okay. You scared me you know?" ,He answers.

" I scared you? You weren't the one who fainted, now were you!", I said with my eyebrows still raised.

"Why did you faint? Do I just have that affect on you?", He asked.

"I fainted because you were touching me!",

I was furious that he was taking this as a joke; I definitely wasn't laughing. Why was I even still here?I'm missing class!