Lyrics By: VGBoy
The sum of my thoughts on everything, if they were expressed in just these words...
There's "darling," I suppose, yet "burden" too; is that the extent of me and you?
We're friends, you said. I won't leave you, you said. But the sum of your thoughts were "darling you're a burden." Am I really that to you? I wonder if you even love me anymore.
Who is it, may I ask, that's being loved? The way that it's been for all that time...
Gone away, no longer to be seen, although I know I should yet still be feeling.
Who do you love more than I? How long has it been? Where did you go? Why did you leave me alone? Yet I feel you're still with me.
When time has passed, and you forget, reflections fade like sunset...
Waiting for you by the lake, I should have thought of the reflections that remind me of the sunset that is in you.
Real is good? It's not so; I'll always answer no
I hesitate away, I'm still a coward
Over a contract, we speak
I'm sinking down again; you've got me, and it's in you where I'll always end.
Was this reality really true? I've answered "no" for all I've known. I hesitate, I'm such a coward. Over a contract I signed, you facing me once again but everything is fake like I am to you.
Just give me anesthesia, the burning voice within us...
I love you but I was used. A pawn to your winning game. Sacrificed for your queen, I fade away.
Real is good? Must be so; no turning back the flow
I hesitate away, I'm getting frightened
Montblancs are sugar and sweet,
And keeping on bare feet, I want to have a taste, indulge and freely eat
This reality I accepted. It's bittersweet but as long as I'm with you. I won't falter. Frightened I may have been still Montblancs are sweet. Just let me eat and indulge until my sanity slips and I meet my end.
Heavenly you, you are here, and unfit, disappear
And now, I won't have the chance to tell you how I really feel.
You were heaven and she was hell. You are no good, unfit just disappear. Even if I don't have a chance to tell you "I despise you."
"If you died, everything would be fine - do it right away...
Die, I wouldn't care. That's what I have always said but why are my tears falling without cease?
Real is good? It's not so; I'll always answer no
I hesitate away, I'm still a coward
Over a contract, we speak
I'm sinking down again; you've got me, and it's in you where I'll always end
It must have been a dream. You were happy I was here. Laughing as you follow me. But it was all a lie as the memories shatter. i thank myself for my cowardice.
You enter time and time again, and it repeats up to the end
And if I just had a reply, I'd gasp for breath, and not to sigh.
But still you say love me time and time again. And if I were to reply, I would turn away with a sigh.
