"hi"
"hello"
"my name is.. Nick?!.. It's a good name right!"
"Yeah I like it" and I kept staring at his eyes.. He was beautiful.
" soo.. Are u trying to decide my eyes color?"
" it's gray.. Light gray. It looks so different from Blue and green but l love weird things.."
"well. U r weird"
"yeah.. I don't now What is weirder.. Me talking with an Unreal one.. Or u trying to be reel in my head.. Wait.. That doesn't even Make sense"
"what's my hair like?!"
"it's messy"
"color?!"
"I... I think black hair suit you but I want it to be dirty blonde"
" then make it dirty blonde.. I don't mind"
" yeah"
Oh.. I didn't introduce myself
Me name is Alex.. I'm in college.. My life is a mess right now.. I lost all of my friends this year for stupid reasons..(they are the stupid ones not me)...I have discovered recently that I am disgustingly nice and innocent.. And I don't think bad of pple.. And everyone is taking benefits from me.. So I would rather stay by myself than being used.
Some of them still talk to me from time to time, but our relationship won't ever be as it used to,.. my family live in a different city
And I'm staying in an apartment with my sis.. She is on vacation with my family right now.. I love my family but I don't care any more.
I'm depressed
And sad most of the time I don't know why.
And my new friend is Nick
He is in my head
And I can see him
And he is nice
I hope that he would be here for real
..." I'm here"
"shit don't talk suddenly"
"what.. I'm u I guess! .. I can hear what u r thinking of.. "
" whatever " fuck I feel so tired although I didn't do anything since morning
" u like sport right.. Go do some workout "
"I don't feel like doing anything...I just feel sick "
" so u r just gonna laz around like thaat?... "he trailed
Nock nock.. Fuck who is it now?! " yeah.. Who is it?! " I Walk to the door. "open up its me nathan " " coming.." I hate him
" what do u want?! " I ask once I open the door "well.. Hello to you too.. Dick" I just stare at him. He is fucking annoying and I don't want any Business with him. He study in the same college as me and he is taller than me. Muscular. Blue eyes.. Black hair.. And tanned skin.. Ah.. Did I mentioned that he is living next door " What.. Nathan" "I'm looking for Erik.. Did u see him today at college?!"
" no.. I skipped today... just call him " "I did but his phone wa...." I slammed the door shut before he finished talking.. How many times should I be rude to him so he understands that I don't want him near me. I don't want anyone to be my friend " fucking asshole.. At least let me finish talking " he yelled.. Well whatever
" u shouldn't treat him like that " that was nick
"why.. Do u Want me to treat him nicely so he can use me like the others.. No thank you.. and why are u here Anyway?! .. God I'm going nuts" he laughed "I'm telling u dude.. U should try to be friend with him.. He is a good person".. "no. He is just annoying bastard" I walked to my bed and took off my clothes..I usually sleep in my boxer.. I lay on my bed and sense nick sitting on the edge "good night. Alex" _this is weird..and I'm insane.. I drift to sleep
