Dear Love Life Diary,

Chapter 1

Dear love life diary,

Today I was dumped by Troy. He was such a hot, concerned and positive guy at first but qhen I moved away things changed. I started liking other people, finding them cute and funny. So I texted him after school. It went something like this...

Me: Hi

Troy: Hi

Me: Do you still like me?? Please be honest.

Troy: Not really:(

Ok that really hurt. Although I didnt have feelings for him I didnt expect him to be so truthful.

Me: ...oh ok then. Should we...

Troy: I think we should just be friends :)

Me: Sure ^-^

That was how it went. Stupid right. *major eyeroll*. Anyways my day was horrible first lesson was history and I couldnt atol drooling over some guy sitting next to me because of an assignment. Ok who am I kidding. He wasnt some guy. Alexis was the hottest guy in the whole school!! I well I am Natasha. A girl who stood no chance with Alexis. We were working on a bilboard about how Roam began. We had ro do the story of Romulus and Remus. "Would you lile to meet up after school to work on this??" He interfered with my thoughts. "Huh? I mean..umm yeah su-sure. Wh-why n-not?" Why do I stammer so much infront of him.

After school we went over to his place and we worked near the pool. Now alot of girls thought I was the sexiest girl in school but I thought that was a lie to make me feel better about myself. I was tall girl with frizzy brown hair and brown eyes. I was quite curvy but I didnt have a big ass or anything. My boobs were kind of big...I guess.

"Do you have a boyfriend?" his sexy voiced knocked my head out of the clouds. "Nope...Do you have a girlfriend??" "No...so I hear your the hottest at our school. How come I've never noticed you??" Did he just call me sexy?? I could feel my ears turning red. They do that when I am nervous. I am mixed race so blushing doesnt work for me.
"I dont know. Maybe we should hang out sometime..." I cant beleive i just said that. Score for Natasha!! "Yeah how about this saturday? I can pick you at 7:00 theres a party at Lisa's house. " he looked shocked at what came out of my mouth. " oh sure...i better get..." he stared into my eyes and i stared back. We leaned into each other. His eyes were so deep and so mysterious. I wanted to jump into those crystal blue pools.

"Cos baby your a firework come on let your colors burst make 'em...." Alicia my best friend was calling. We pulled away from each other laughing awkwardly. He scratched his head as he did so.

"Are you going to answer that?" He said. "Me wait what? Oh yeah. I was..."i stammered again. "Hey Alicia. OMG the sljmber party!" I shouted a bit too loud that Alexis heard me. He chuckled lightly. "I will be right there."

"Sorry Alexis but I have to go now. Do you mind packing up??" "Umm.. yeah sure" I didnt even reply I was already jumping into my car. Off to Alicias house.

So maybe I exaggerated when I said it was a bad day. I collapsed on alicias bed and explained everything. "Can I come to the party with you??"
"Sure..I guess so."
As soon as we had dinner which was a tub of ice cream (since Alicias parents had gone on a little business trip) i collapsed on the bed and was asleep in seconds.