The Pregnant Virgin

Chapter 1:

One day I dream to be this... Hard working, ambitious woman. "Uhh" I though after erasing everything I had just wrote down. I'm writing an essay on what I want to be in life. I mean English is my favorite subject. I mean I speak it and I speak it well of I don't say so myself. After sitting my pen down and taking a break my phone rung. It was my best friend Cali. We've been bestfriends since second grade. She puched a boy in the nose for messing with me. He was calling me all types of names like oreo and swirl all beacause I was mixed. I've dealt with lots of insecurities in my day, but all of that is behind me now. I found God when I was twelve and my brother Keith died of a seizure. We were only two years apart and his death made me relize something... Me and Keith alwayd argued and we never got along, but in his last days we got along so well. It was like we were the brady bunch or something. My mom and dad were so surprised in those two or three weeks that we were getting along. So they took us to the ice skating rink, and he had a seizure right in front of me and my parents. It was so hard after that. "Hey girl what's up". I said to Cali. "Nothing just that... I got invited to freaken Logan Hurds birthday party. And, I know that you don't like parties, but I don't wanna go by myself. Please jessie!" Cali said calling me the nick name she gave to me when we were younger. "No." I said straight foward. She was quiet for a while before saying "fine, then you can't have my fire red Lamborghini. You know I'm upgrading to that new Mercedes." She said. Did I forget to tell you that Cali parents are filthy rich. But that good for nothing girl... But, I still love her. "Mannnn! Come on Cal you always do the most.. But, I'll come. You know how bad I want that car." I said. "Eeepp! Yasss I'm so glad. By the way I was going to give it to you rather you came or not." She said before hangin' up in my face. Goodness that girl will be the death of me. After she hung up she sent me the time she was coming to pick me up.
3 hours later

I asked my parents if I could go to the party and of course they said yes. I'm a good child and they know my faith. I wore a red T-shirt with some pretty blue jeans with my red vans. After I was done with hair and make up Cali texted and said she was five minutes away. "Bath.. ✔, cloths.. ✔, teeth brushed.. ✔, hair and make up.. ✔." I said while checking everything. As soon as I was done I got a text from Cali. She was outside. Before going out the door my dad came down to check and see me. "Have a good time babygirl. I trust you to be the best you can... Plus I just love your outfit." My dad said with sarcasm. He knew I didn't like showing to much skin. "Thank you daddy, and I love you." I said to him before walking out the door. Once I opened the car door I got Cali's attention. "What the hell do you have on Jessie?" Cali said. She just looked so.. I don't even know what it was. "Excuse me, but I am not wearing anything revealing. And, didn't I tell you to stop cursing." I said changing the subject. This was exactly why I said no the first time to the invite. She was going to expect to much out of me for this little event. "I'm not changing now lets go." I said. "Fine. But, only because I don't wanna be late." she said. We cut on the radio and my favorite song came on.
"You gone have to do more than say it, you gone have to do more than just do it..." We continued to listen until we got to the party. As we got closer I could just feel the bumping and thumping from down the street. I was getting a taaaddd bit anxious. When we were inside the 'mansion' it was weird. I saw lots of dry humping and red cups in people hands and littered around the floor. Not to mention the stinch. It smelled like sweaty bodies and a sweet smell, but not like food. I didn't like it. "Jessie calm down lets go sit down. It literally looks like you're about to have a meltdown." Cali said making me chuckle
I could only imagine my facial expression. Once I sat down and got comfortable I actually realized that I knew or just heard of alot of these kids. "I'm gonna go and get us some drinks..okay." Cali stated. "Yeah okay sure." I said. "Not any alcoholic drinks Cali, I'm serious." I yelled out to Cali once she was nearing the bar. I got a lot of stares.
15 minutes later.

Cali had been gone for some time now. I was starting to get mad and worried at the same time. I went by the bar first since that was where she was suppose to be. Suprise! Suprise! She wasn't there. I looked for her for five minutes until I felt a arm go around my waist. "Jessica Martin! What are you doing here? I've never seen you at a party before. Aren't you all... Religious or something." He said astonished. I turned around about to let him down easy. Until I saw that it was my friend Justin. I've been tutorimg him in Calculus all year. He was not dumb in any means. He just had a hard time paying attention. What he was distracted by was beyond me. "Hey and I'm just here because of Cali. She kinda begged and black mailed me to be here. And I sorta am religious. But, I don't let temptation get to me." I said to Justin. He just stared at me. He looked kinda out of it. I didn't want to leave him alone like this, so I asked him to help me look for Cali. "Have you seen her at all tonignt? I tried calling and texting her." I asked him. I saw an emotion in his eyes until he said "umm.. Yeah now that it came to me I saw her go upstairs." He said. We went up the stairs and started looking. The first three rooms were occupied and she wasn't in anyone of them. When we got to the fourth door it was unlocked. Also empty, but Justin had other things in mind. "Can I talk to you.. Please. I just wanna talk to you alone." He said desperately while shoving me into the room a little. I was a little hesitant, but he was my friend as well. Just as we sat down on the bed my phone chimed. I unlocked it and it was Cali calling. "Hold up one minute Justin it's Cali. What are you doing? Where are you dude I've been looking all over for you?" I asked demanding for an answer. "Calm down I'm fine. I was hanging out with Cole in the back yard and had my phone off... I'm sorry Jessica." She said. I was so mad, but I understood where she was coming from. She liked Cole for a long time. He was nice, and sweet to her. I knew they liked eachother before they knew. "Fine, fine. I was just worried is all. Have fun... But not to much fun." I said while she giggled at my last statement. "Okay bye Jessie. Call me when your ready to go." She said. After our convorsation I apologized to Justin. "So what do you want to talk about." I asked him. He just looked lost and high and drunk. "I just wanted to tell you... I mean you've been my tutor for a while now. I just wanted to say this. I like you." He said. I was beyond not feeling this convorsation. "Look.. Justin I'm not ready to date yet. I don't know what to say. I see you just as my friend. Ok." I said trying to be kind. That same look that I saw down stairs before coming up here.. I saw it flash threw his eyes again. "Who said I liked you like that. Maybe I just want a piece of this." He said running his hand up and down my back. "I'm not into that type of stuff Justin. Look I have to go." I said getting up before being yanked back down on the bed. "You know Jessica. I'm not really bad at calculus. I'm actually really good at it. This." He said pointing between me and him. "This was just a bet. Yep. A bet that I could seduce the schools most religious, fine and strongest girl at school.Well let me tell you something your not strong at all. Your just a tease. You go around acting like you're just so Godly. I bet you touch youtself behind closed doors don't you baby." He said. Everything just went into overdrive. His breath reaked of beer. How could I not see this at first. I mean I knew his eyes were a little stoney, but I just wasn't exspecting this. "STOP. JUSTIN PLEASE STOP. PLEASE GET OFF OF ME!" I said feeling like I was about to throw up. He was on top of me now. He was so big. He was crushing me and touching me. "Come on now.. The way you been throwing your self around. I know you want it." He said. I didn't know what to do. The music was so loud down stairs I doubt anyone will be able to hear me. He held my arms together with one hand. While his other one kept my head against the bed, because I was trying to bite him. I was trying to kick to but he laid one of legs on both of mine. I was stuck. After thrashing and screaming I gave up. Tears pricked my eyes and rolled down my face. I prayed. I prayed that God will get me through this. That whatever happens I will continue with my faith. God will always be apart of my life. No matter what he has a plan for me. I believe in him.