After talking to Jake,i went home.I felt alot better knowing that i told him the truth,but there is still something inside that's telling me something is going to happen. I was bored and i haven't heard from Justin all day so i decided i'll text him and i'll try to forget about things.I texted a simple "hey!" and turn on the tv. I think i waited about 5 minutes and still no reply. I hate when you text someone and they don't reply back fast it just hard to keep waiting. I figured he was too busy to reply so i got up with a sigh and went to take a shower.
I was in the bathroom for about an hour just letting the warm water run over me.Felt so good against my skin.I got out and checked my phone, still no reply from Justin but i got a text from Jake. While putting on my clothes i replied.
Text Convo
Jake: Lexi!!!
Alexia: What!! :)
Jake:I miss you :(
Alexia: I miss you too boooooo!
Jake: Can i stay over tonight
Alexia: Sure, moms not going to be home until tomorrow anyways :)
Jake: Awesome! be there in 20 ;)
Alexia: OKIE DOKIE!
Great! now i have company. I love that Jake and i can talk like that. Sometime people will come up to us and like "you guys are such a cute couple,how long have you been dating?" and we'll just laugh it off. It never occured to me that they were being serious. I mean yea we'll flirt and if we're walking we'll hold hands but, can't a girl and a guy hold hands not be together.
Just in the nick of time i heard the doorbell ring. I ran downstairs and open the door and immediately i was dragged into a hug. "haha! com'n Jake let me go"
"sorry,your just so huggable" he said with his cute smile. I always loved his smile.Never told him though.
"So what are we going to do?" I asked
"How about a movie,you pick"
"Great!..ahh...The Notebook?"
"Fine with me"
"k"
I put in the movie. I loved this movie it was my second favourite of all time after Titanic. It was just so sweet. I want to have romance like Noah & Allie.You know,true love! But i don't know, I don't take heartbreak very well and i have trust issues. It's at the part where Allie comes back to vist Noah after she goes away. You can the love in there eyes.Can you believed i cried, like full blown tears and sniffles.The best part of the movie is the ending,how they both died in each others arms.SMH! "God why do i have to be so emotional" I thought. I turned to look at Jake and he was looking right at me.
"what!' I asked shifting on the sofa.
"Nothing,just admiring the view"
I have to admit i blushed big time. "oh shut up" I said and hit him with a pillow.Which i immediately regret when i saw the look in his eye.I got up and ran."Jake stop it" i screamed when he caught me.He started tickling me all over and i couldn't stop laughing.:You want me to sop?"
"haha-yes- please" I said in between breaths of laughing.
"ok, i'll stop, only because you said please" he said with a smile and i smiled back.I just got lost in his eyes.We just stood there and stared at each other and he started to smile and innocent smile and continued doing it. I really was getting awkward and the worst part is i couldn't bring myself to move.His smile disappeared and he got all serious.
"Um..maybe we should get to bed" he said still serious
"uhh..yea,that's a good idea" I said finally moving and running into my room yelling goodnight and quickly closing the door.
What the hell was that? i asked myself.Almost screaming inside my head. I don't know what was that but it cannot happen again. I mean i'm dating Justin,wait! Lexi don't get ahead of yourself,he only took you out on one date,that does not make it official you are dating.Even though it was the most fun you've had in a long time,he still hasn't asked you to be his girlfriend.Maybe he won't, he's busy, he doesn't even have time to text me back.What if we're dating and i really need him and i can't reach him cuz he's touring or recording.Maybe we'll just stay friends,maybe he only wanted something to do that night and he just took me out.Yea,that's it! That's all there is.
A little said you went to bed realizing that little breakthrough you just had.But before you did,you checked your phone one last time to see if Justin replied and he didn't and you texted him 4 hours ago.You finally fell asleep with a little tear slipping down your cheek.
I woke up by banging on my door. Why can't people leave me and let me sleep, I thought What i said half sleeping.Get your ass up or we're going to be late for school" i heard Jake say.
"why!!" i asked God.smh!
I got up and check my phone it was a text from Justin 15 minutes ago.I instantly smiled when i read it and replied back
Text Convo
Justin: Morning baby! sorry that i didn't reply back last night,my battery died and i didn't see it until this morning.Let me make it up to you? :)
Alexia: Aww! Justin you don't have to
Justin: But i want to..please! :)
Alexia: ugh! fine but why though,you didn't do anything wrong
Justin: Soo i want my girl to feel special :D
Alexia: :) so does this mean,i'm your girlfriend now?
Justin: babe! i've been calling you my girlfriend after our date. I guess i was a little too shy to ask you :)
Alexia: The Justin Bieber shy?? really i find that hard to believe
Justin: I am seriously...so what do you say..wanna be my girlfriend?
Alexia: I'd love to :D
Justin: Great :) I have to go and do my school work now.I'll pick you up at 8 tonight :) Bye baby!
Alexia: OK i have to go school now too,bye,can't wait for tonight :)
*Screams!* I am literally jumping up and down.I guess my breakthrough wasn't really a break through at all.So happy i could fly and did the most stupidest thing ever and jumped off my bed and landed flat on my face.ouch! I got up and went to the shower. I cannot wait to go to school and tell Sasha.I got out of the shower and picked out this really cute outfit.I went to my room to get my bag and i found Jake with my phone reading my text messages.
"When were you going to tell me about this?"
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Ok! this is up early.I did my Social Studies exam today and got home early so i decided to write this.I wasn't goign to post it today because i didn't think i was going to finish it but i did. The next part won't be up until my exams are doen though which is next week.So keep bearing with me!
Love you guys for reading and fanning and tell me what you think of this chapter.Honest opinion please :)
xoxo
Yan :)
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If love is hurt,then you really need to stop hurting me (A Bieber story)
FanficA 16 year old girl who has been running away from her past all her life,finds on person she can trust and it turns all out all he does is hurt her. She is torn between him and her past and is dieing to set herself free. Will she succeed ? Will she a...
