As Long As You Love Me | j.d.b (UNDERGOING REVISION)

Chapter {6}:Taken Seriously

Published: August 6th, 2015
Edited: October 1st,2016

AS LONG AS YOU LOVE ME: CHAPTER SIX

"I'm sorry, ok. I'm sorry." I huffed. Ryan's eyes burned into mine for a while, studying them, his lips were pursed as if he was holding whatever he was going to say in. He chuckled, shaking his head in the process and turned back around to leave the building once again.

"I'm sorry for being such an ass. I truly am. I kept pushing you away and I didn't mean to do that. Those weren't my intentions, Ryan. I mean, they were but it was clearly wrong. I'm not my father." I muttered, hating the feeling I had within the pit of my stomach.

     For a moment he just stared at me, his eyes blank. Ryan smirked which soon led to him chuckling and before I knew it, he turned around and vanished, leaving me behind to feel ignorant. 

"But you are your father's child." Maybe this was how he felt for the last month.

FRIDAY NIGHT

    Rihanna's song Disturbia roared throughout the house once again this weekend. People throughtout the school took Mr.Hunt's advice seriously, party on Friday and sleep in on Saturday. Sad thing was that for the second time this week I was in Dwanye's house, dancing and devouring liquor.

From a distance Justin stared me down, studying my every move. I stared back, trying to find the emotion that I saw earlier this week but, his eyes didn't hold any kind of emotion. I'm positive I imagined it all along. I swallowed my beer harshly as my vision began to blur.

After what seemed like hours of staring; I rose from the luxurious sofa and made my way towards Justin. He watched me carefully as I did so, but abruptly looked away when he saw the beer that was glued to my hand. I coughed slightly when I was about two feet away from him.

"Are you done staring me down?" He questioned, his voice deeper than usual. I giggled slightly and began to bite my lip. My right hand, which was free, made it's way for the tip of the glass bottle, my pointer finger soon circled around it slowly.

"I'm not sure . Are you done staring me down?" I questioned, embarrased knowing I reeked of liquor, although he didn't seem to mind. It was expected.

"I was never staring." He said, his eyes finally looking in my direction.

"Then what do you call, looking at someone for fifteen minutes?" I questioned, a smirk on my face.

"Just taking a quick glance, Van." He said blankly chuckling, in the process. I blushed, at the unfamiliar nickname he gave me. I don't recall giving him my name.

"Mhmm." I said not believing a word he said. Justin smiled and shook his head .

"How's your leg?" He asked, after a few minutes of awkward silence.

My eyes peeked down, forgetting about the accident that happened just the other night ago. I hadn't put a fresh band-aid on it so it was exposed; the horrid scenery was be broadcasted.

"It's fine, I guess. Feels a lot better than it did, thanks to you." I responded, looking back up at him, smiling slightly.

   Throughout the night Justin and I just made conversation, it wasn't over anything serious it was just a brief conversation which quickly ended when a few of my peers pulled Justin into the backyard to give another performance.

"I rather not." He rejected, looking over at me. I chuckled and swatted him away, hoping he would go on. From a distanced, he huffed soon to look down at his shoes in which I didn't know the name of and began to walk towards the middle of the 'stage' where the mircophone was.

"Where's Dwayne? I need my guitar." He whispered into the mircophone, his eyes scanning our peers that happened to be outside. My head began to pound as the music from inside got louder and the liquor that was in my system began to affect my body.

"Give this to Justin." A voice boomed, causing me to jump and turn around. I looked at Dwanye revolt, but nodded my head knowing I didn't have time to freak over the fact that Dwayne acknowledge my presents in a public setting. I gulped and jogged up onto the stage only to feel the guitar being removed from my hands by an unfamiliar face.

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