Just A Thing (Seme Male Reader x Grimmjow) {Bleach}

chapter 34

grimmjow pov

finally. that soft gentle breathing i had longed for. he had fallen asleep on my chest. he was warm. solid. i didn't want to leave. not just yet. i wanted to stay here for a little bit longer. while he slept. halilbel shook him. shit. she is gonna wake him up. i couldn't stop her but i could glare as hard as i could. maybe he wouldn't wake up. she shook him again. shit. i could feel him shuffling. "w-why did you let me fall asleep, grimmjow?" he said wearily. he pulled one arm from around me to wipe his eyes. "i didn't even notice you fell asleep," he looked at me. yeah. i lied. he pulled the other from around me. shit. i was getting colder by the second. he pushed up out of the bed. "umm...i still need help getting dressed," i wanted him to stay just a bit longer. he got my pants and undies on but not my shirt. he tossed the shirt back on the bed. "you know how to put it on," i sighed. i grabbed the tee and pulled it over my head. halilbel came back with a wheelchair. she went to put me inside. i shooed her away. she nodded and i climbed out of bed. nick was just staring off into space i as i got over the rail. my foot touched the ground. shit. i slipped. i was coming down. i let out a small yelp. nick snapped back to reality. he jumped up to catch me. he barely made it in time. he lifted and placed me in the chair.  sighed. i still hate being carried but i had to admit i missed it when he carried me. he started to push me out.

we got to his car. he opened the door and i was lifted into the passenger seat. he reached over to buckle me in. he smelled so great. just those seconds he was  over me was enough for me to get addicted again. his subtle grunts as he fidgeted with the mechanism. he snapped it in place. he pulled out and shut the door. its been a long time since ive been in his car. it had that new car smell with a mix of his cologne. he returned from putting the wheel chair back and hopped in the driver's side. he started the car. he placed his hand on the arm rest as he pulled off. it was so close. his hand that had became my sanctuary. i didn't think he would let me hold it again. i could try. i slowly snaked my hand. he didn't seem to notice. i grabbed it. i sighed. he didn't fight me this time. i intertwined the fingers. i squeezed it. he hesitated but squeezed back. i missed this. i missed this so much. his strong hand. warm. subtle. the hands of a father. a lover. a caretaker. he pulled into somewhere. i didn't really care. i just wanted to hold his hand for a little bit longer. he stopped the car. his grip loosened. shit. i had to let go didn't i? i reluctantly let go. he got out the car. he came over to my side. he opened the door. he undid my belt and started to hoist me up in his arms. he stopped. shit. he remembered i didn't like that. i wouldn't have minded this one time. i could feel his heart beat. his strong arms. this embrace that has saved me not once. not twice. but three times. he grabbed my waist and pulled me out the car. I put an arm over his shoulder. i held it tight. we walked up to the building. shit. it was my apartment building. he took me to the elevator. up to my floor. he opened the door. i didn't even notice he had my cane. shit. he took my one reason to go over his house. i was gonna be like 'i cant walk by myself' and he would have to take me to his house. nope. he's too smart for that. he took me to the bedroom. he sat me on the bed. i wanted to pull him in as well. he let me go too quick. he started shuffling in my drawers. i wonder what he is looking for. when did he bring a bag? he grabbed some undies out the drawer. some tees. some socks. he put them in the bag. shit. is he doing what i think he is doing? YES!! he is gathering some of my clothes. he walked over and pulled a suit out of my closet. he grabbed some of my jeans. he stuffed them in the bag. i sighed. all i had to do was wait for him to pick me up. i waited. he grabbed some of my hygiene products. he stuffed them in the bag. i just waited. he tossed me my cane. "come on," he started walking out. this was my chance. if he notices me struggling to stand he will have to help me, right? i stood up. i took a shaky step. "...if you fall, im leaving you here," shit. he knows me so well. i sighed. at least i will get to stay with him. i walked with the cane after him.