I was only 5 when i lost my parents and i had to go into a foster care who had to find me a new home. But when they did find me a new home it was hell to pay!! When i got to the new home there was beer cans and cirrgates everwerey. I all ready could tell this was going to be a bad bad home!!
When the mom (Annie) AKA know as the bitch to me. The momment the lady from DHS left Annie told me to go to my room and clean up the mess that her little girl left! I yelled THIS IS NOT MY FUCKING MESS SO I DONT HAVE TO CLEAN IT!!!!!!!!!!! That was the wrong thing to say she came up the stairs with a paddel and beat me!! She slapped my in the face and she threw me against the wall.
By this time i had blood coming from out my nose and my eyes were black from were she hit me!! I was so scared and i was trying not to cry but all i no is that i could fear the tears coming from my eyes!!
Now i knew this was going to be bad because i showed her fear. Now she knows she can take control over me!! Now i only have GOD on my side now!!! :(
I wanna cry stop crying but i cant because all my pain. i feel like just running away but i cant because she knows i have fear of her!! She is going to be watching me like a hawk now that is just my luck!! :( Now when she leaves the room i am trying to calm down but i cant!!!!!!!!!!!!! I THINK TO MYSELF MY LIFE IS SO HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if you what me to update then plz comment I wanna see how i am doing with people reading this!!!!!!!! THANKS FOR READING :)
