Life Of Poems

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In middle school I was a dark person, mentally ill person. These are some of the poems that I expressed my self in

There she stands or slowly dies livening life makes her cry there she stood and slowly died living life made her cry there she stood and now she's dead

The tears of pain
Will never faid
More and more pain I'll just gain
It's All the same
Say u don't care
Yet u do
For even if u don't i will always care for u
Make me cry
Then I lie
Jokes on u
Because I want to die

If what we had was real then how could she be fine if this is just fine why do I feel like I'm dieing was the word love just a game or am I just insane to think she would love me

Life
Sucide seems like a crime no mater what u do its bad or how u do it if u cut ur not only because u don't like ur self it hurts the others around u so its just more depressing when h do it and u hate ur self even more

Nothin much
When I cry a single tear nothin much the blade draws a little blood nothin much I hate my self nothin much I want to die nothin much when she dies from suicide but yet it was nothin much

Leave the past behind-
Leave the past behind,
The crime I've commit is no longer mine,
The lies that made u cry have all completely died,
Don't dwell on the swelling memories of the past,
For all the bad that has happened this year thinking of it will make u more then just sad,
Memories are painful so leave the past in the past

When I smile
I'm screaming in fear
Wondering if ur even here
Wondering if u even care
Can I even bare the pain I fear
Even if what do u fear
The loan inside killing me inside
Or perhaps the fact I'm alive?
I've almost died
Why I try
Don't ask why
For I've forgot the Awenser

I'm a idiot
I cut for pain
Then grow more and more shame
Use the blade
Take the pills
Burn my self
And eventually I might kill my self
Despite my past despite my sight
People care
But they don't have to if I'm not here

I want to die
I won't lie
The tears of pain fall from my eyes all the time
Cry I may cry I will
Don't say u care I'll take the pill
Don't need u
Don't need this life
Don't need to breath
IM dead inside

Here I am
I took the pills
Found the blade
Threw up all night
Blood drew down my arm in pain
Cried in the shower
Took the shame
Dead inside
I hate this game!!!!!
But this game is life
It's not the same
But what is
Is the pain
It all hurts
It will scar
Cry ur self to sleep have broken arms
The blood will fall the capsules will disappear
How u change it idk but it gets better
Throught away the blades
Throw the pills
A happy smile
And it got better

ed water red water y do u lie
U tell me if I do this
It will be alright
Red water red water
As u drip down my wrist
The tees of pain drizzle down my face
Red water red water
I feel that it help
It gets worse
I'm livening in hell
Red water red water plz don't come out
What will they say when they see I cut deep
Red water red water plz stop this foolish game
I feel so hopeless so hopeless and weak
Red water red water I give in you've won this game
I take the blade and thrust it against my wrist as if no one doesn't give a shit
Red water red water how come I always give in
Red water red water
I think it's game over

Please don't be concerned and remember this was poetry from the past as I'll continue to publish more.