I laugh quietly as he looks at me smiling, the joke was really funny. He was talking to me about politics, he knew I didn't like politics but he was making it fun by cracking jokes every now and then. I stare at him and he looks at me like I'm crazy.
"Why are you staring at me?" he asks.
"No reason" I say looking out the window.
He continues talking and I stare out the window. He's so perfect. The way he walks, so flawless but then again everything about him is flawless anyway. I've always loved him, well, before he got engaged to Bonnie. Jamie purposed to Bonnie Wright and a while later, she's breaking up with him. I've loved him since they got engaged maybe even before. I ask him if he's single or not. All he does is turn away, look at the ground and say 'I don't want to talk about it, change of subject, please?' and then I have to not mention it until I get impatient.
"Jade? Helllllloooooo" he says. I realised I was still looking out that window.
I looked at him and said "I'm so sorry. continue on, please"
"No, it doesn't matter" he says.
"So what where you thinking about? Thinking about me?" he asks. Shit.
"Nothing and no" I say.
"C'mon" he says.
"I love you" I accidentally blurt out.
"I love you too" he says carelessly.
"I mean I want to be yours, I have an infatuation on you" I say. Might as well get it over and done with.
"Same" he says.
"Now answer this to me, are you single?" I ask.
"Yes" he says.
"Be mine?" I ask. He looks sad, I won't get away with it that easy.
"I can't" he says looking at me sadly and desperately "I can't get over her. I want to. Believe me. I love you. I want you. I really do. But I can't get over her. It's just... I'm so, so sorry"
I stood there hurt.
"Jade? Are you alright?" he asks grabbing my arms and looking in my eyes deeply with regret.
"Of course I'm not" I say a tear streaming down my face "I feel like you've kicked me in the face and screamed 'FUCK YOU, I HATE YOU. GO JUMP OFF A BRIDGE AND DIE, YOU SKANK! I HATE YOU'"
I storm off into my bedroom and start crying.
After a while Jamie knocks on my door.
"Jade, babe, can I come in?" he asks.
"No you jerk!" I scream. He comes in anyway.
He talks about the same stuff just how he want me, he loves me, but he can't because he can't get over her.
I get up, wash my face and put new make up on and grab some clothes. A top that goes above the belly button, spaghetti straps and has 'Love' printed across it, white jeans and red heals.
"I'm going out, I don't know where. Maybe I'll find somewhere I'm loved and maybe I'll move on from you" I say grabbing my leather jacket, my keys and iPhone.
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A/N:
Okay. So I did this chapter and it was perfect. Then I published it and it got deleted. So I had to re-write it and now it sucks. If you think it sucks and you don't wanna read it, that's your bad luck.
No dedication! Just joking. Dedicated to @harpoisaunicorn because I know her in real life and gosh, I luff her. One of the best people in the world <3
Going to put dedications at ends.
The song on the side is 'Still Into You' by Paramore. Just thought it's relevant to this chapter.
Shit this chapter is shitty. Gets better though.
-SHINO the only Rhino you know that's awesome. X
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I need you - (JAMIE CAMPBELL BOWER FANFIC) SHINORHINO
Novela JuvenilShe loves him. He loves her. He can't get over his ex-fiancé. Will he ever move on and fall for the one he actually loves? Will they ever get back together? Will he cheat? Will her and him get together? Will he go crazy?
