*Justin' POV*
Why is this happening to me?
Why is he here?
Why didn't he at least tell me to at least get myself mentally prepared.
I can't handle this situation by myself, I need to make him disappear, but apparently I can't.
The only thing I can do to make my pain go away is do something I haven't done in awhile; I'm not proud of doing it, but I have no choice.
*Narrator's POV*
Justin runs from his room to the bathroom and searches for a box that he left hidden, it contained a razor blade, bandages and some alcohol.
Justin grabs the razor blade and starts to cut his arm in very small fragments, he finishes and grabs the alcohol and rubs it against his cuts so the pain could last, and finally puts a bandage on his arm.
*Justin's POV*
I can't help it anymore, it's too late now. I've fallen deep again and can't get up now, I start to feel dizzy and then suddenly my vision blurs then I pass out.
Suddenly I start to regain consciousness and feel somebody trying to wake me up, it was Cady.
"Why did you pass out in the bathroom all of a sudden?" Asked Cady with a shaky voice.
"I just felt dizzy, but I'm fine now."
I lied to her, she was the only one who could help me but I couldn't tell her because I'm afraid she might get scared.
My dad walks in the bathroom, he looks confused and scared.
"What happened here?!?" He started to get scared because he knows that I used to self harm but doesn't know that I do again.
"Nothing, I just felt sick and Cady helped me out, right Cady?" I try to convince Cady to just go along with my lie.
"Yeah, it's not a big deal uncle" she told my dad to make him calm down.
"Ok, I was worried for a second" He leaves and me and Cady sigh at the same time.
Since when does my father worry about me?
From what I've seen, he doesn't give a fuck about me because I'm the reason his marriage didn't go well, why does he blame it on me?
It's his fault for being a douche and dumbass to my mom, that's why he got dumped and divorced.
Anyways, I'm still losing blood and now I need to take a shower so my cuts don't get too bad.
"We will need to have a talk later Justin, because I know what you're doing and I've experienced it too, and I don't want to lose you"
Crap, now Cady is suspecting about my self harm.
What am I going to do?
Just tell her?
