Ivans final words bounced around Natasha's head as she tried to lay down to sleep. ""Love is for the weak silly girl. i see it in your eyes, you fell in love. Goodbye my silly Natasha.''' Steve, Sam, Bucky and her were sent to kill Ivan one of the heads of Hydra and the head of the Red Room academy. it was a simple in and out mission. For the last year they have been killing the smaller heads and last night the only had Ivan left. Sam and Steve would stay outside and stay guard. Bucky would go in with her but stop at the door outside Ivans office. Natasha's job was to go in a but a bullet through his brain and that is what she did. Ivan was just sitting there he already knew that they were coming. ""Welcome malen'kaya Natasha you seem confused. That's fine devochka. go ahead do it."" Natasha pulled the trigger and watched the man who man her life hell bleed to death on the desk covered with folders with more little girls.
It was already 2:30 and the Red Room filled her mind. The memories of having to shot the people. An old man the age of her grandpa, a mother, a father, a sister, a brother, and babies. Their voices pleading and begging her not to. The sugary not being able to have pain killers just her on a metal table in a dark room. Being handcuffed to the bed at night or to the radiator during the day. The punches she got if she was out of line. And most vividly Ivan leaning over her. Telling how she should be dead, or how Black Widows don't cry. Worst of all when he told her she was not the Black Widow.
Natasha slowly crept out of her room to the room the boys were sharing. The apartment they were staying in during the mission had 2 rooms, a kitchen, and a bath. It was small to say the least. Steve being himself gave Natasha the smaller bedroom to herself. When she got there she saw all 3 boys laying on two queen sized bed that where pushed together. ( their logic is that way no one has a bed to themselves.) Steve was at one side with Bucky sleeping next to him and Sam laying across them. Natasha layed down next to Bucky but not touching, she was not keen on the whole cuddling idea. But as soon as her head hit the pillow she felt Bucky lifting her up and placing her on the inside of them. Steve had thrown his arm around her waist and her head was resting on Bucky's flesh arm. Sam was still laying across there legs. The only sounds in the room was their breaths and the occasional movement.
Natasha felt peaceful and safe for the first time that week.
Natasha closed here eyes and slipped into a peaceful sleep.
(Hey guys here is chapter one of Love is for the weak!
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Love is for the weak
FanfictionNatasha was taught from a young age that love is for the weak. She already promised herself that she would never be weak. She is the great Black Widow, Ivan's greatest girl and Russia's silent assassin. But what will happen when she falls in love w...
