learning to love myself

have you ever just sat on your bed thinking your life over the good times the bad wishing life was as easy as it was when you were 5 no worries just freedom laughing smiling just being happy don't get me wrong  being  17 is great and all but i would love to be 5 again. i don't why we have to grow up why things have to change i hate change but like they say its life get over it, live life to the  full, you only live once but  in all honesty how do i life live to the full when people knock you down judge you  for no reason how I'm supposed to live a happy joy full life when i wish i was some one else.

Heather is you typical 17 year old girl trying to juggle school, friendship, family love, fitting  in all at once it  might not sound a lot but it is it causes heather a lot  of stress she's losing her mind she hates who she is no she's not suicidal no she's not getting abused she's not getting bullied she puts herself down tells herself everyday she's ugly worthless not needed but she would never ever wont to die she never wants to grow up she just wants to love herself but how... 

hi so i suck at writting this is litrally telling you that you might be wasting your time reading this but if your bored like me then go ahead and read this is a romace a little cliche