Don't look at me

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Hi, i'm Delilah

I'm 15 years old.

I have long dirty blonde hair and eyes that turn from green to blue to grey.

Depending on what i wear.

I had a pretty rough time as a a kid.

My dad left my mom when he found out my mom was pregnant with my little sister, Mayves.

I was 5, when he left us.

My mom was a total wreck. She lost it. She wouldn't eat, work and she stop caring about the world.

I was held responsible for everything.

I got in trouble a lot, for things i didn't do. She hit me a few times,but that wasn't the worst part.

My mom got a boyfriend 3 years after my dad left. Jeff. I thought he was so nice at first. He made my mom smile.

A few months after they got thogether, jeff started touching me. Not the soothing or comfortable sort of touching.

The sort that gives you nightmares and could put someone in jail. He did things to me. I will never forget, the first time he raped me.

My mom was out with a couple of friends. Drinking. Jeff was left taking care of us.

Mayves was already in bed and i was downstairs watching spongebob. I laughed and i heard footsteps coming downstairs.

I look over to see jeff, leaning on the doorframe.

He scanned my body with a smirk on his face.

He came closer and sat beside me.

He leaned in and kissed my neck.

I squirmed away.

He looked at me, then slapped my cheek.

He leaned back in, but this time kissed my lips.The smell of alcohol stained his breath.

He started fumbling with the hem of my shirt. I pulled away and the looked at me with such digust.

"You shouldn't have done that SLUT!" he screamed at me.

He threw me on the ground and...... i think you guys now what happened after that.

I was 7.

I lost my virginity at 7.

Do you now how scary that is.

I am still abused and raped to this day.

I have been verbally abused, physically abused, and i've been beaten, i've been bullied and i've been raped.

Through all of this, i've had to take care of my little sister Mayves, who is now 9 almost 10. She's so beautiful and she deserves so much better then this.

Mayves has never been touched my Jeff. Because i will never let him. So i sell my body to Jeff, to save her little innocent one. She's will never be hurt by Jeff or my mother.

She will escape one day, but not me. I will stay here to take the fall. I tell i will go with her, but only because she will never leave without me... Until that time comes, i will keep her safe. Hidden from Jeff and my mother.

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